ahh crap rubbish manzxz. i am not supposed to go read all those stuffs gosh! can't believe i just did that.. AGAIN! need to stop this bad habit of mine, which occurs when i have too much free time on my hands. but all these kinda shows me something. something. something. nevermind, don't really know how to express what that something is anyway.
i miss all th times that i had fun with many people who i don't talk to now, and i feel kinda sad about it. wish all those times can be relieved, & i'm in a little bit of a dilemma. praying that God will lead me through this, and show me th choice that i should be making. i shall see then, as i'm really unsure about it.
feeling really really insecure, though i know all of it is seriously unnecessary! i just wonder if _ still thinks this way? i don't know don't know don't know. someday i'm gonna have to pluck up th courage to ask you. not _. it'll be really weird if i ask _.
don't ever break me.