#126 short post!

crap i've officially wasted my whole wkends (AGAIN) and now i have approx 20 mins left before sunday ends. AHHHHHHHH.

well this wkend really just flew past, with sat at koi's hse and tdy at grandma's hse and running (short short run hee) i'm screwed for econs tmr, haven't studied gosh bet i'm gna fail this test! wna catch up with pei lots lots lots realised tht i have a million things tht i haven't told her yet, cos it's just not th same if i don't tell it to her face to face; yknow what i mean?

sigh oh well just hoping tht nxt week will be fine, though i know tht it'll be super hectic what with camp + all those other stuffs!

wna post pics but seriously my time management skills (or lack thereof) doesn't really allow me to do so-.- so sorry i shall try to do it ASAP! PROMISE!

hmm, i know i shld and i can. but i don't know if i'm willing. and aft finding out tht sth, it's as if it is on purpose. i really don't know.

#125 not a good day.

tdy's not th best of days. sigh. shan't elaborate much; i'm really trying not to think abt anyth.

i was actually hoping tht th end of tdy wld be great, at least i'll feel happy and stuffs.. but sighhh. NVM. anw i feel damn screwed up just realised tht i wasted a whole shitload of time, plus i can't find sth important. SERIOUSLY WHR TH HELL DID IT GO TO WHY CAN'T I FIND IT?!

feeling so sian+grumpy+all th pms moods start pouring in (though it's not tht time of th month lah but i'm just stating tht it's like pms) i shld really be isolating myself now, i'll just snap at anyone who tries to talk to me now.. my point was just proven.

screw it. hope tht tmr will be better and not just be wasted.

crap. i've not done econs (both proj stuffs and case study) DOUBLE DAMN. so many things to do, i just have no idea whr to get started at all. its my own fault for procrastinating, i know. sigh but i just don't know what to do now.

down.

#124 screw everything.

i really hate it when th day ends like this. pei is right. TGIF never felt so real.

tdy was alright okay, actually. but now i think tdy sucks badly cos of wad's happening right now. this moment.

FML.

#123 456789!

tdy was good, schl ended early we had class lunch it wasn't awesome but was okay went to qi koi's house for econs proj went for dinner with pei ding euge YAY. long day, but a good one cos it was relaxing and enjoyable yeah(: not done with econs proj yet, still have to meet up another day to complete some more stuffs!

talked to pei ding euge. okay actually i think i'm evil, kept on saying all those stuffs i think i talked too much:X SORRY. but i really miss you guys alot you know. hee. wna go out again SOON!

jinni told kent those stuffs alr, then.. okay actually i found out sth tht made me even more upset with them. it's super wth, seriously. just wishing tht everyth could be okay. i'm really not used to feeling like this.

i wish someone could truly understand how i feel.

tdy was rather awesome.

#121 hate tutorials.

damn, have to finish chem tutorial hate it like crazy one question takes up so much time i still have quite alot left:/ but tdy wld have been much better if th teacher could just have just given us more time to complete th tutorial! yknow, we started lessons at 935 and ended at 1255 haha so super short day right it seriously flew past lah heh.

intended to go swimming tdy, but tutorial screwed th time and we only played badminton. oh well:/ another day then i can't wait! hee.

tmr's gna be a long day, plus i think i really have to go for choir alr.. s-i-a-n SIAN.

hope tht tmr's a better day haha. perhaps i really need to change my thinking? we shall see then. it all depends. on what? i have no idea too. i shld probably go concentrate on completing my chem instead of thinking abt random stuffs in front of th comp, which is a major distraction!

bye.

#120 VDAY + CNY

first day of th Chinese New Year & Valentines Day ytd!

pretty uneventful, went through th standard routine of going around to both grandparents' houses, and also my godmum's hse. & th rest are all standard.. well then at night went to marina to catch Valentines Day!

we were lucky to get pretty decent seats hee. i thought tht thr weren't anymore seats at first cos of a stupid notice tht misled me, tyvm-.- but luckily nick went to ask th person and we got our tickets! went to get popcorn and stuffs.. then it was th movie! i like lots of th actresses inside, haha. but taylor swift was really dumb in th show. like DUMB. super funny lah, her dance routine gosh. overall th movie was alright, but a little confusing cos they keep moving from here to thr. 19 Los Angelinos in 7 stories!

then aft th movie, th mrt service had stopped alr lah then i'm th type who'll be scared of not ever reaching home, so i'm so sorry:/ i think i overreacted a little right..ahh. but thanks so much hee♥ reached home safely in th end(:

ytd night was short, but lovely♥♥♥

oh, and recaps abt th whole time when i didn't update! CNY celebrations at MJ is rather dumb haha shall skip tht part. then we went back to AHS, to see teachers plus meet up with th clique! only saw xint for a short while, cos she had to leave for malaysia rather early. then waited for tht dumb ding to come back from sentosa blah blah. was starving by th time he arrived, haha.

pei gave me a pink balloon yay(:

went to kfc with pei euge ding taitai teri! talked for quite awhile then i went home to bathe and rushed out to class steamboat! reached bugis at th same time as nick and eugene. then went to th steamboat place.. hmm lots of things to talk abt but nvm. shall tell jinni all abt it when we get back to schl, she didn't go.

i miss all th times tht we did rubbish tgt, like slacking away when we're supposed to be studying; bridge; lunching tgt; being noisy.. all th awesome memories tht we shared. i wna relieve them again. can we get tgt properly soon?

rmb this pei?!?!?!? hee, sakae! plus my last day of work. tempura!

i shall try to be happier, and learn to appreciate all th good things around me now instead of lamenting when it's all gone. okay, i know it's not gone but we're all at different places now so it's harder for us to meet:/ but we will all meet soon right!

always look on the bright side of life.

#119 MJ 10S111!

hahaha my class has a cool name yo. 10S111!

yeah, and it consists of 25, 26, twenty seven awesome people yeahh. at first only 25 people, cos chun hong didn't come on th first day, then elis joined in too! elis looks like kah hwee! and a third of th class is AH people lah, so dumb haha. jinni, nick, eugene, jeremy, cliffton, beverly, eleanor. only one non chinese in th class: don't know how to spell his name, but thr are lots of ways to address him:D

anw, left schl early on fri (before cca orientation) cos of fever/sore throat. tht night, my temperature was still under control, highest was only 38.sth. next morning, it went up to 39.2 and i had to drag myself to th doctor:/ felt like dying goshh. slept alot these few days, and ate very little! had light-headedness just now cos all i had tdy was a few bites of bread+a little porridge.

but at least i lost weight. tht's th silver lining:D

though i really hate my disgusting voice now. cos of sore throat. please let me get well so tht i can go for trials. PLEASEEEEE. cos now i'm pretty much settled on my choices? oh wait i'm not sure still lah haha. it depends on floorball trials!