#048

happy birthday to someone. haha i'm quite surprised tht i rmbed, even aft all these years. 4, to be exact. i never once forgot, quite cool eh.

ahh i can't believe how dumb i am grr. I LEFT MY AMATH TB IN SCHL, when i'm supposed to be studying amath tdy! zz. nvm, thr's lots of tv to keep me company tdy yay. half of district 9 ltr whee.

anw tdy was a day full of bridge eh. & th bio mock was such a waste of time i felt. wanted to pon but tht assistant just had to stay in class. so we left at like.. actually i'm not sure wad time we left but px said we reached simei slightly before 4 lor yeah. then had early dinner with tht dumb girl hee. th dogs were superrrr cute! esp this small one, a shih tzu, which was super playful & naughty but very adorable hee. i wna get a dog someday(:

shall try to study really hard thr's less than a month left!
so many many things to do aft O's:D

#046

these lollies look really cute(x

ytd was mooncake festival! haha it was so dumb & funny & lovely. haven't uploaded th pictures from camera, but soon okay, soon :D we had fun with th lanterns & mooncakes & cards for recreational purposes hee.

well, wasted half th day tdy zz, cos i woke up so late! shall make up for it by studying more ltr? ahh idk. anw tmr might be going out to study. SEE FIRST. but i want toooooo :D

people who aren't studying yet better start cos even a person like me is starting to study GOSH :O so seriously everyone please go hit th books alr, if you haven't! [unless you are a robot who only needs to connect yourself to some supply of information: eg. computer, to obtain all th information you wld ever need in your whole entire life.] i shall go study once i stop getting distracted by this certain huge distraction which comes in th form of a computer!

shut up and put your money where your mouth is :D

#045

haha napped for quite awhile just now. look at tht ice cream, isn't it tempting! i feel like eating tht nw, though my tummy feels funny for unknown reasons:/

hee i won't be going to schl tmr! ding too haha. we'll be staying home :X & missing double chinese double bio phy mock exam. & not going home @ 4.45 too. hope tht i can complete lots of work tmr! really must try to do alot le. like ms trina said, thr're not many tmrs. so we shld treasure every single day!

ming zhong's funny! :D yay & malaque's still in i like her! & i want a certain guy to get out-.-

#044

well, i kept thinking tdy was monday and tht thr was triple english! well sadly thr wasn't:/ anw i'm considering not coming to schl on thurs zz, thr's phy mock exam gosh. tdy phy was rahter fruitful, most fruitful lesson i've ever attended, seriously! i did 8 questions of latent heat stuffs okay, sth i've nv done before.

hmm but euge & ding were super dumb tdy kept me entertained for quite a long time whee. & thinking abt aft olvls.. well i can't wait! esp aft all tht we have planned yep, but we do need lots of money ahh. do our best to study k, then we can have fun!

studying makes my mind wander to many other things. of which i shld not be thinking abt, but i just can't help it. how do i clear all these stuffs out of my head? someone tell me, please. concentrate, girl.

it's always times like this that i think of you, and wonder if you ever think of me.

#043

i need to finish studying chem. okay not studying, but doing tht blue booklet.

& when i woke up tdy, i had this feeling again. i don't like tht feeling, but i just can't help it. oh, and also i need to stop making promises to myself tht i cannot keep. th other alternative wld be tht i shld really try my very best to keep my promises. it really feels like crap when i think too much also. ahh. i really wna clear things out of my head!

just need to concentrate on studying nw, olvls in 30plus days? ugh. jiayou everyone.

#042

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINMIN!:D

haha i rmb de hor. long time since we talked le, so sad:/ but you're a great friend, really. all th best for everyth, and have a very sweet sixteenth whee! aft olvls we go out k hee. dumb dumb girl:D LOVE YOU(x

#041 CIP!

whee CIP tdy was rather fun. finished rather early and took loads of pictures haha! hmm alot of dumb jumo shots! and funny shots too o.o tianxun didn't come tdy so thr were only 3 of us, to 16 units:D out of which we only collected from 3-.- so went over to help th other block, collected more from thr haha(: ms trina bought us bubble tea aft tht! thankyou(x

18chefs for lunch! oh before tht we were looking at a really cute toy poodle having a washup. super cute, then cos a 'hairdryer' thing was being used on it to dry its fur, so it kept on moving ard to avoid it, super naughty! tht thr was this white terrier which was very tame, th person cut hair for it it just stand thr quietly nv move much(: haha but th toy poodle really very super cute, like soft toy!:D hee.

gna go take a nap now!

#40

is it just me or are th hols passing too quickly-.- let's see wad i did..

sat- choir, went out to eat&talk.
sun- whole day home w comp.
mon- whole day out, watched dance flick.
tues&wed- home w comp, watched loads of stuffs.
thurs- ikea, slacked.
fri- schl for results, poppyes, raffles, comex w mummy.
sat- home, went out for dinner at parkway.
sun- home w comp, tv.

wad a productive holiday i had eh. watching deja vu nw, which is rather unproductive too i think(: haha. oh man i'm such a procrastinator. shall work hard starting tmr k haha. hmm only 40 days or so to olvls right? gosh time really flies.

getting more papers tmr i supposed. crossing my fingers and hoping tht i can get at least 2 A1s-.- but not much hope i suppose, though. but tmr will be fun i hope! sitting with tht dumb euge again:D & thr's 3 lessons of english tmr too!

ahh. tht guy turned out to be a lying, cheating bastard. disappointing.

#039

oh zz th hols are passing much faster than i wish for, seriously. tdy's FRIDAY alr! means tht we only have.. 2 DAYS LEFT GOSH. and its th wkends means i won't study [AGAIN] & when schl reopens i'll be in panic mode or sth-.- zz. i shall try to study. soon. dumb distractions xD though its my fault tht i allow myself to distracted haha!

DISTRACTIONS:
1. [TH ULTIMATE] COMPUTERRRRR! if this nv existed in my life, i wldn't spend hours on it & probably i'll get some revision done-.- thr's just so much to do you know, movies&vids to watch, fb, blogging, looking at random stuffs. haha if only i had spent all th time i used using th comp on revision:D
2. TV! though i have no cable, i just like to leave th tv randomly on on some random show on some random chnl hee. thr'll just be a decent show to watch when i'm not using comp de blah. so how can i turn away from th tv, towards my books?o.o
3. STORYBOOKS! tantalising novels wld entice me to read them, instead of th dumb txtbks :X
4. guitar. okay this is not a big distraction yet, cos i still suck at playing it, but still! haha its not my fault:D

see, thr're so many distractions at home-.-

haha tdy arrived in schl later than 830, cos of tht DUMB ding! haha but didn't really matter, so its alright(: hmm got back only th paper 2s of emath and amath. stupid lah both also right at th edge only zz i bettr get okay for my emath. amath i know i'll fail de so who cares whee:D i passed bio! hahaha. though i know many ppl scored like >37 for mcq when i got just a lousy 33-.- but i'm still thankful to God for blessing me with results tht are pretty much alright considering tht i studied so damn lil:D hmm and i bettr be called smart whenever i'm getting back papers!

poppyes was alright, though not really necessary tdy hee. actually px wanted to go for th jetstar thingy, but end up we cldn't find th place cos it was only from 1230-130 oh manzxz. means we missed th thing when we arrived, but didn't realise it!:/ walked over to raffles city, then went to th paper place. px wants th paper bag thr hahaha. its really nice(: wna go central! sweets! hee. i wna eat th Goodbye Yellow Brickle Road ice cream leh. b&js!

i love You.

#038

blogger's screwed up even more nw huh-.- zz.

hmm stayed home for ytd, and tdy too i guess. ahh why must we be reminded to do th testimonial huh.. guess ltr i have to get started on it then. my life's boringggg now. PEI IF YOU'RE READING THIS WE CLD HAVE BEEN AT ESCAPE HAHAHA :D [making you feel tempted&guilty]

i love him so much(:
tdy's date.

#037

ugh, my left eye's red & puffy grr :/

anw went back to choir ytd yeah(: hmm had quite a long lunch! spent th night watchin corpse bride, and mvs w bestie till 2 in th morning haha. its nice watching mvs aft a long time of not doing so, yknow.

glad tht we cleared things up, really.

#036

it's after prelims :D

haha strange though, i felt more excited aft th second last paper rather than th last. wadevr, nw i'm just feeling really tired, and lacking th energy to do anyth more fun than being in front of th comp. maybe its due to th lack of energy, i duno. but i just feel this really nonchalant mood within me now, and its kinda bugging me. maybe its cos of THAT. well nobody knows wad THAT is, and i guess it shall stay tht way.

well, after prelims. haha went to orchard seoul garden & ate thr for 3 hours! it didn't really feel tht long actually, and though we all ate quite alot, aft walking for awhile all our food had been digested-.- took quite a number of pictures tdy, though i don't know why blogger doesn't let me upload them ugh. a few were rather funny & retarded, but cool still!(:

eugeny's a dumb girl. seeing her wear a raincoat's kinda cute xD
wishing hard. i'm not sure though i feel this terrible insecurity washing over me.
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can't help it, sometimes just really want to tell.
but who can i talk to?
nobody wld understand, i guess most will just tell me tht, what
i'm just thinking too much alr.
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