#024

eh wth happened to my gibberbox why can't i see it :/ someone tell me pleaseeeee. shld i just change my tagboard or sth-.- but i seriously think th smileys super cute ahh.

anw peiyun's at my hse nw. we baked hee. quite funny lo. esp th first tray! looked like a bomb exploded in th tray or sth hahaha. but th taste is rather nice yep. feeling super stuffed now, although i didn't eat proper meal. cos kept eatingtrying th brownies to see if th taste is okay. hee i like th colourful thingyyyyy! peiyun say look like party thingy O.O

i'm becoming a bridge addict :X

#023 oh well.

hmm emath ss english back tdy. obviously not up to standards: two out of three.

shall not think too much abt it. i'll really try not to. can't blame anyone but myself for these horrendous results. no use crying over spilled milk eh? but i still do despite th understanding of this particular phrase. on th brighter side, at least i might not be in triple s.

tdy's chaichin's birthday yeah. happy birthday dear :D

collated nominations results tdy, shall interview on tuesday heehee. quite fun i wld think. asking some of th comm to sit in! then dropped by choir for awhile to hear mr tan talk abit. it was quite weird, feeling th seniority at its maximum for th first time, as we went in late & left like aft a short while to go to long john's! ate thr with th girls, had quite a long chat abt muggers in bird's class & jc dsa & other stuffs. walked ard abit aft tht, then left for home. with ice kachang heh :D peixuan bought ice jelly, & she submitted th thingy for class tee heh!

oh, and aft knowing abt all th damn zai ppl in bird's class & fishy's class, i feel like some stupid person lah -.-

thr's choir tmr. reach from 10 onwards hahaha. at least i get to slp in a little bit hee.



cute right. CINAMMOROLL so cute rightttt.

i wish someone cld save me now.

#022 disappointed

i know i shldn't feel this way, cos i didn't work hard.

but you know, thr's always this tinge of hope. this small little whiff of wishful thinking, tht i might get good results, or at th very least acceptable ones. its just like what peixuan says yeah. but no, often reality clashes with what i think inside my head. & i end up feeling as though i've been living in my own world all by myself for all these time. lovely thoughts, terrible realism.

i hope for a better tmr. tdy hasn't been a good day for me. but at least i ran quite abit, & it seems as if i've grew taller too. and maybe lost a little weight. [i know i'm still fat lah-.-] other than tht, tdy sucks.

american idol now. dumb qianyu told me who won alr though, this morning xD
COOOOOOOL HEE :D

falling hard.

#021

i know i have to. but i just can't. not now.

gosh what is wrong with me? :/ thr's just so much tht i am supposed to do. not in terms of studying blah alright. those, i know, are my responsibilities. but thr's some other stuffs tht i have to do, & i swear i'll get them done. really. for example, _. tht's impt to me, really impt. cos she is. & i doubt she even knows i'm talking abt her, cos she doesn't even know abt th existence of this blog now. remembering all th times, one of th most memorable being th day aft sec2 exams. it was rather hilarious & interesting, but i think i was plain STUPID in handling things alright. she was th one really thr for me, and i nv appreciated it properly. i hope it's not too late.

upsetting stuffs. my brain JUST has to go dig all these up & throw them straight at me. & i really don't know how to handle it now.

i made a promise to myself. one tht's really hard to keep.

#020 miracle O.O

gosh i passed my bio! tht is quite an achievement for me, honestly.

it will be great if i can get better results for chem & phy.

ytd 7 of them came over, it wasn't tht fun, cos we didn't play much. watched hot chick though. so dumb lo xD i think th playground was funny, trying to catch ding but he remained uncaught until th last min heh. wishing for more fun times with those dummies.

tdy we had bio & chem SPA skill 3. it's not tht bad lah, pretty easy actually, though my method for chem was abit dumb. it was th simplest thing i cld tink of lah omg -.- then went to popeyes. my comfort food heh. though thr was nth much to comfort tdy, my bio with this was kinda expected, cos it wldn't be good. if i don't get what i want for chem & phy [chem esp], i'll feel damn much worser than tdy. like a hundred million times over worser.

having said all those, i have a thought. a thought tht i shld keep to myself? i don't know. oh, & thr's sth else too. i wna thank all those ard me who bear with me, sometimes, i know, i'm quite irritating ahh :/ sorry for all those times. & thankyou these bunch of lovely people (:

embarrasing. tht's a word to describe what i did on th mrt. cos thr was some problem when we were nearing simei station, th driver radio-ed in [like in airplanes] to say tht thr wld be a slight delay. but when we talked for awhile, th train still didn't move. i had no damn idea what got into me, but i suddenly said 'can th train just move!' at a much louder volume than i had expected myself to! so a hush enveloped th cabin, & i turned red for awhile -.- i don't even know why i did tht okay maybe cos i was feeling kinda impatient & we were all really thirsty & i was feeling really fatigued. guess all those things added up! but it was still embarrassing, and maybe kinda funny hee.

okay this ends my post, i'm not sure what to add in anymore. & anw practically nobody reads my blog so it doesn't really matter. choir briefing tmr. feels kinda weird having choir aft all this time eh.

crossing my fingers & hoping. for many things.

#019 i want a stop button.

happy birthday to qianyu dear again whee (:

woke up this morning feeling like crap, as if i haven't been slpin for days. then went out to brunch. tdy's not very nice. really. it started out fine, but it's ruined at th end of th day. especially now at this point of time, seriously.

wish i had a universal remote. i would hit th fast forward button now, and all of these need not be undergone. a better wish wld be for you to call.

#018 HEADACHE.

HEADACHE AHHHHH.
crap :/ i hate it. guessing its due to th incessant lack of sleep tht i've been experiencing everyday due to some insomnia-but-not-insomnia type of problem. it's retarded okay. i want to sleep but i just can't sleep! sometimes i just lie thr, with million of thoughts running through my head, most of them random & nonsensical at times. after all of tht, i might be able to fall aslp for a lil while, but i'll still wake up again. & it feels like tht occurs a hundred and one times every night.

it's been so long since i've had a good night's sleep. my dark eye circles are huge.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY FISHY DEAR.

though your birthday's tmr [16th], i shall just wish you on my blog tdy. takecare alright dear, don't be so stressed out or anyth, i'll be here still! & have a happy happy happy birthday. thanks for being a great friend yeah. always so dumb & retarded & funny too! heh. LOVE YOU SO MUCHHH.

i wish i cld be with you now

#017 feels like freedom.

I KNOW I KNOW. i'm supposed to be studying. [for paper one, they're very impt you know!- quoted from dumb ding] hahaha.

well apparently i screwed up big time for amath & bio, i'm expecting to fail both papers for amath although many have commented tht tdy's paper one was relatively easy as compared to paper two. i say otherwise & my results will prove me right sigh :/ surprisingly i felt tht physics was do-able! & perhaps passable too hee, despite me leaving some blanks :X

i just don't want to get into triple s again. please.

it felt like exams were over. again. we've been experiencing th same feeling ever since th first day of exams, when eng & ss were just over-.- all th double papers day gave us th same feeling. went to kfc just now, quite a number of sec4s went thr too eh. & lucky us, we got th booth seats which were nice. played like a few games of bridge before leaving, as thr were a few malays who asked us for our seats :X settled at stairs at tamp1 to play instead. it was so stupid lah. we reshuffled more than we played! ahh. but it was rather fun still :D looking forward to next tues, aft exams! hee. we shall have fun, dears!

i wna make th best out of all this time with you all. you guys make me so happy, perhaps you all don't know but yes its true :D even aft i felt demoralised aft th stupid amath aft having you all by my side.. well it got bettr. yep thankyou lovely people. though i think only peixuan will see this, & she won't be seeing it until aft mids cos she promised not to use th comp till then!


hee eugeny tht dumb girl :D angela tai-tai just nw nv go lunch with us-.-xinting xiao girlgirl! & of cos this dumb dear dummy peixuan heh. we took these photos quite a long time ago, during CNY. but i nv got ard to posting them. they've finally seen exposure in this post :X


eh no space to put ding on top thr-.- haha he just cut his hair in this pic!

heh we shall have more fun aft mids, and even more aft olvls! xD



oh, and some more long overdue pictures! heh this was from 2.4km run! don't laugh at my fringe-less face please. i know i look horrible beside th [un]glam peipei! :D



blur picture sorry ><




FREE CONE DAY CHOC MACADEMIA (:





oh yes look at these cupcakes. ada baked them & it was dear of her to give some to me hee. they were good you know:D haha. and she inspired me to bake too.



so i baked these brownies! its been some time since i baked these, & people commented tht they were nicer thn before yay. shall bake somemore aft exams for my dears (:

hmm & ytd instead of studying physics, i was occupied with stuffs elsewhr hee. so fun okay yep. watched tokyo drift finally, but was distracted from time to time. bought my daddy durian cheesecake & whitechoc raspberry cake which turned out to be cheesecake too! :X daddy's birthday ytd yeah. american idol's results too. kris was first to get into finals o.o yay anw don't really like danny much.

thankyou. loved ytd. th whole entire day was lovely. huge distraction from my studies hee ♥

angels & demons with you too. (: [monsters inc boo!]

its just 2 more days. & SPA too.
加油 everyone.



haha braces-LESS!

one step at a time.

#016

haha this whole wkend was.. quite fruitful?
okay perhaps not, i didn't really study tht much, and i watched loads of tv!

but saturday was fun :D
it made me happy (x really really happy! <3

xmen 3 ytd was rather enjoyable i guess, mystique's really pretty without her blue skin! yeah, but S factor is still dumb as usual -.- slept at 1030+ but i still feel really slpy tdy hmph. shall go home to study SS, at least chapt 1 & 3. hope tht i can actually complete those 2 chapts!

jiayou everyone!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LOOLOO LAOGONG! [ytd :D]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARIS DEAR! [tdy :D]

#015

ahh my day has been super duper boring hmph :/
only interesting thing tht occured was.. me having a headache.

a dummy just gave me an idea of what to blog abt.

I LOVE PEIXUAN.

haha see? a one liner, just like i promised. yet it expresses so much, right? you must be touched okay dear :D cos you really are very dumb! dumb dummy (:

bear with me, for my life cannot get any less interesting than during this period of time when i am forced to sit down with my long lost friends, and actually attempt to process whatever information tht i require. i am restricted, & i no longer possess th freedom of daydreaming while completing my work. [if i actually do my work] therefore, do not read th posts on my blog if you don't wna be bored out.

& for these few days when i'm home, i'll be bored stiff, as my attention span for my long lost friends rarely exceed 10 minutes, and i basically have nothing much else to do! ahh. really looking forward to 20 MAY now, when i wld regain my freedom, at least for awhile yay :D

read this: http://oddee.com/item_90966.aspx
don't know what to say, but it's quite scary! & it was sherman who told me abt this haha. alot of people are surprised to see me online for 2 days in a row, btw -.-

going off to sleeeeeeeeep!

#014 BRACES BE GONE!

hahaha it's so rare tht i'm slpin so almighty late!

happy birthday charmaine-s!
both charmaine lim [TDY FIRST MAY] & charmaine goh! [YTD 30 APRIL]

hmm such a long day, stayed back aft schl to finish th lit stuffs, sorry eugeny! i kept getting distracted by other stuffs sorry! then went to get some things with peixuan, spent quite alot haha! then came home & slacked alot even though i said i'll study. watched loads of tv, wasted lots of time sigh. i'll really just screw my mids. & not perform for concert + no dsa. screwedddd.

i want to study, i really want to. but its subjects like amath & physics tht puts me off. & chem is really wearing me out. i thought i knew how to do those things. but it turns out tht i don't & thr's not enough time alr.

on a lighter note, did i mention?

MY BRACES ARE OFFFF!

finally! heh & its not painful lah whoever says its painful to remove is SCAMMING you. haha. but tdy a few ppl mentioned tht still cannot get used to me being without braces! :D

& i passed my physics test wheeeee. so unexpected. i got th formulas correct & some other rubbish also tht's why :D

i shall study hard when i wake up -.- gna sleep alr no choice. lappie's dying on me :/
takecare love ><