#213 thus far,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :)

i'm blogging at th very last min of christmas haha. december is really flying byyy~

Taiwan was fun, and i really wna go back thr again but free and easy th nxt time of cos, and hopefully w friends. we'll have so much fun srsly! and it was rly unexpected to make new friends during th tour, and we even met up once alr hahaha. hope tht we'll meet up soon again :)

lazy christmas this year hee.

i think my whole life is on lazy mode now srsly, i'm resting a lot everyday but it still doesn't seem like its enough! heading out everyday to meet friends is fun and all but i guess i've got to settle looking for a job soon.. hope to get th airport job plsplspls.

shall blog abt th trip another time :)

#212 waiting

hate waiting. so much. wonder what time i've to wait till?

ANNOYING MUCH >:(

i think i've got lots of things to do but i'm just sitting here dabbling w th blogskin hahaha whatevs i'm feeling way to lazy to even get up to get th remote so tht i can play xbox HAHA. hope tht ltr will be good cos i don't wna feel like a day just zoomed past w/o doing anyth or else these 8 months will just zoom fly past me.

through tears and laughter/

#211 survival.

we have all made it through :')

can't really believe it's over, but well.. it is! it seems surreal tbh, hope things just turn out well from now onwards. so many plans but so little time actually, hope tht everyth tht i wna do gets done! :)

gna plan this hols well and not waste these 2 months on stuff tht are unimportant. shall get a job after........ having fun :D but i really want the moolah, so what to do? :( oppt costs man, oppt costs. 24 hrs a day, def not enough!

just thinking tht these 2 weeks will just zoom fly past so so so quickly! first week aft As will just be hype and nonsense, then aft tht will be Taiwan! (eggcited ttm!!) but i think upon returning thr'll be a few days to just chill, then christmas will be here! super looking forward!

RANDOM: before i headed out for bio mcq, my mum said tht all of us JC kids entered JC w only thoughts and prayers tht this day would just come already and we can finally be free. so true. but now come to think of it, the rest of our lives will probably get tougher, as decisions have to be made. this break shld thus be cherished greatly by us to rest so tht we can move on to do all our respective great things in life :)

okay am going to sleep soon even though i wanted to stay up till 5am to watch shows/play xbox.

#210 :(

my days of happiness ended today.

maybe it's because of you. i don't know who am i even talking about now.

it all seems to be a facade; how these few days passed. i experienced joy that i should have appreciated more as it seems so short-lived. i really need to learn to treasure the good times that come by as i would never know when it would just stop. and i need to take control of my life more.

#209 pseudo-end

but, it's ending soon.

just feeling super duper ultra worried for my results now i've not been feeling secure for any paper at all while others have had good comments for most papers. for example both bio and chem planning are just screwed up for me. like EXTREMELY, cos i alr know tht i have definite mistakes fml. just hoping for the best now and letting God do the rest :)

really wishing tht everything will turn out fine..

did a little bit of shopping tdy and spent quite a lot of time watching shows ytd night and tdy alr! hope this mood will wear off in a few days so tht i can start studying for mcqs haha if this goes on i will just die for my mcqs.

damnnnn looking forward to tmr, and even more so, THURSDAY whoopwhoop :>

heehee. hope to have a good haul tmr! but i think i wont be the one buying super a lot of things lor somebody wants to buy even much much much more than me!

#208 hmm?

i wonder if whatever i think in my head is true. really wna confirm all these nonsensical thoughts, somehow.

but i really hope tht whatever i think is not th truth.

fkin headache. i just want end of As to come quick. too much is clouding my head and its making me feel so terrible i swear. and i've got no one to tell all these to :/

#207 holiday, not.

5 days break: study/catch up as much as possible.

but it ain't happening! :(

went to explore MBS for the first time ytd w th birthday boyboy :) came out a tad late so we didn't have the whole day to ourselves.. but we were immersed in our own world for the afternoon and night and tht felt good. haven't really had time to ourselves cos of freaking school, so ytd was really good. can't wait for a getaway; either for a cruise or a stay at MBS it looks so luxurious!

had 2 surprises for the birthday boy, bbq last sat and baked brownies for his birthday! :D ahaha. glad tht he's happy.

wasted the whole of tdy slacking at home w th TV and tried to do econs but didn't even finish anything. i swear i am the most unproductive person ever wts am so screwed for life.

i need to sort out my life, prioritise everyth and leave the unnecessary behind me. cos this is the final lap i have to run and i should give my best, right?

okay on a side note, why are there so many people who have become so pretty?? unfair maximum i tell ya!

#206 back off

srsly i really don't like you okay just BACK OFF.

i know i can't make you completely disappear and tht just makes me damn sian grr but i hope you at least have some common sense in you. i'm just wasting a post on you but i hope you do see this and know that i'm talking about you.

i know it takes 2 hands to clap but i'm only blaming you so too bad. who ask you to initiate, and try to continue. you are not needed in any part of my life.

#205 so ahead of time

yeah, i'm ahead of time. cos my brain's formulated all the things that i'm gna do fr wed morn aft econs paper till sunday night:)

plans w nutellas, to hit town for buffet and shopping, dinz w th dumb ppl, swim and watch movies tht i've been missing out on. I CAN'T WAIT.

on a heavy note, my mids are absolutely screwed i rly don't wna fail everyth:(

i'm supp to be looking for bio p3 answers to copy for th planning notes, but i'm really lazy. ended up watching No Strings Attached while having dinner and then surfing th net for nonsense and checking out hp7 timings! i'm so gna book by tnight:) wna watch on the first day so no one will give me spoilers but its so annoying tht we end at 5 on thurs.

shall start studying soon, i hope? thr's Good Luck Charlie later, yay:) can't believe thr's absolutely nth to watch on tv right now i shall go hunt for my bio answers/watch another movie. hmm i wonder what i'll end up doing.

okay anw it sucks tht mj MYEs are stretching for so damn long cos everyone's playing like mad alr NO FAIR! kbye.

#204 we gotta hold on to what we've got

survived today when i only had 4+ hours of sleep last night due to insomnia! stayed out till 9+ somemore just to chillax at hk cafe ;) #proudofmyself

anwww, haven't been updating this space in a long longggg time ahahaha i've been lazy and busy going out alot instead of staying home to study properly. but i've got excuses too hehe i've had this recurring problem w my head uh my headache was constantly making me so damn uncomfortable and nauseous for quite a couple of days. thank goodness it's slightly better now alr:)

hm, bcme we've taken one paper each and i'm not feeling good abt this mids at all. i rly don't want this to be a flop like mids last year:/ but it seems like thr's no other way, from th way things are going....... Y MY 1111 WISHES NO COME TRUE? (haha elis you-know-what)

anw th hols were pretty good on th days when i went out to have fun, esp one special day ahaha rly loved it!

okay i'm rly ultra sleepy now sigh but still staying up for aussie model!! :) i have tmr to study for stats+chem.. cfm cnnt finish one OMGAHHHHHH. oh and i'm supp to study more pure math since i screwed up tdy's paper by doing 40+marks out of 100 only, but.. nvm no time alrrrr.

okay model's starting :)

#203 cranky much

i am ultra cranky now but shall try to keep my cool. honestly, i needed to sleep more why did you have to wake me up:/

feeling unwell now, STUPID FLU Y U COME TO ME.

i hope tht things will be better now, what w spa being over. i'm still sad tht i screwed up my bio so badly cos it rly will affect my future uh :/ okay, sob story no more imma be strong and carry on w life.

i want this wkend to be over soon cos i feel like i won't be doing anyth fun this wkend at all i want to go out for dinz w so many ppl next wk! :) hahaha.

had caramel frappe just now yay! but last day tdy alr, sianzzzz no more half price frappe! :< but tdy nick bought th venti one to share w me heehee ♡ satisfied my cravings for tdyyy! probably tmr i will want another one again though..

okay done idk what to update anymore my life is so so so boring..

#202 wholeheartedness

wheeeeeeee haha tdy was good :) productive day! like, not in terms of work lah didn't do anyth at all but had fun! went for a swim too but nv turn black heehee cos thr was shade just naiseee :)

had a fulfilling talk, and thr's things tht i have to achieve uh. hope i do it properly and tht things get better!!

uhhhhz, sigh needa get started on work alr. i need to really be motivated and turn on my engine which idk is thr or not hopefully it is or else i'm so screwed!! :'( no self pity uh it sounds b.s, no point whatsoever i think so i shall not be tht way just gna striveee as hard as i can.

shall do everyth w an open heart, and as wholeheartedly as i possibly can! so important now i hope i can do ittt. shall be determined and push my limits, cannot be so cui and give up on myself easily. need to rly just try hard. there's no second chance.

#201 is it just me? or..

are we? i feel like sometimes we are :/

SPA clinic tmr morning! sighers i think mr lim feels like i rly did badly for SPA uh! but glad tht he has given me another chance to practice before the real thing nxt wk uh! :)

i feel so uninformed abt everyth tht's going on ard me, like even when i wrote GP essay on elections, i couldn't think abt any single eg even though elections are like, NOW. hahaha own right :(

anwwww. whut? :O wonder who.. oh well i rly can't be bothered now but i feel so curious and everyth.. I WANNA WANNA WANNA KNOW!!

grr but i can't get distracted for too long, needa do econs elearning now and read both bio+chem SPA urgh 2 SPAs in a row!!!

let's not go bonkers :>

#200 Source Code

just came home from Source Code! good movie :))

but i'm DAMN FULL RIGHT NOW. like seriously damn full cos of Garrett's caramel popcorn which tastes like Werther's imo. we shared a freakin SMALL okay, not even like the LARGE one we had previously. SMALL SMALL SMALL. couldn't finish+i'm feeling sick naooooz :(

lots of work not completed, and thr's math test tmr but i'm not even bothering to read through my head and body feel so stuffed w popcorn i swear. head. hurts. like. hell. w. t. s. damn there's 2.4 tmr i wna get A, its gonna be the last napfa event of my LIFE i wna do it properly!! but i haven't ran since the last time we were made to run.. so.. HOW SIA.

hope for da bezzzz!

anw tdy was good, took some of my doubts away i guess. but i still cnnt stop myself from thinking so much uh, damnnnnn my head. maybe tht's why i've been getting my headaches O.O

kk shall go drink some vitagen to facilitate digestion in my body, and lots of water to clear the high glucose level hopefully it goes back to normal soon cos i feel like the glucose level is maximum right now urgh why did i eat so much!!

buhbye~

#199

okay shit my blog posts are getting shorter and shorter and rly pointless but i can't help it idk what to blog abt at all :/

i rly prefer how things were last time, and i think/KNOW that you.. can't say here but wtbs i hate thinking abt it but i think it will rly just lead to an ending that i hate. i'm believing that it wld def lead you thr now yknow.

i sound FREAKIN INCOHERENT I KNOW. whatever.

anw day trip to msia was pretty cool but i'm rly tired, dk why either.

haven't done anyth tdy yet omg. yet another wasted wkend i think. alr have plans for th nxt wkend so i doubt its gna be any much fruitful either, crapppz.

caught 1111 just now, and i wish tht you wouldn't do it. i rly hope tht my wish comes true, i've been wishing it for many days now.

#198 what for?

seriously this whole thing is getting way out of hand. what's up with all these..

#197 Get it right

ve been watching ep 16 again haha cos i wanna listen to the songs but apparently i didn't copy it into my comp! no self control i swear i'm supposed to be doing work now not using comp :/

but anw, rly like this song by Lea Michele in Glee :) touching much, really.

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin under
Just tryin to help out everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions keep makin a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right
To get it right

Can I start again, with my faith shaken
Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes,
But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this

What can you do when you're good isn't good enough?
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Coz my best intentions keep makin a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to
Get it right?

So I throw up my fists, throw a punch in the air,
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
I'll send down a wish and I'll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care

What can you do when you're good isn't good enough?
And all that you touch tumbles down?
My best intentions keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take? Oooh
How many times will it take for me
To get it right, to get it right

need to get back to work now. i have alot of boxes to check on my to-do list this 'long' weekend. 'long', pfft -.- so annoying seriously 1 more day does not mean we have alot of time to do our work right :/ sighhhh. and how on earth do some people say tht they go out every day but still can finish all work? rly -.- uh i think, only mab can do it!

bye. heading out in approx 3 hours, need to cram work naoooz! :(

#196 slack mondays!

slack mondays feel goooood :) sigh but tmr's gonna be a long day, w chem spa some more so sooooper sian.

uhm, i rly don't like you. must keep saying this. anw not many people read my blog so it's okay to post this i guess. stop trying so hard. i'm kinda repeating everyth from my previous post but whatever hehe. i know it takes 2 hands to clap and all but i rly rly rly still don't like you. not just cos of those stuff but its just everyth abt you i guess.

whatever i should shut up abt it i guess :/

can't wait for good friday holzzz anw :) churchy church, like finally uh! plus stayover i think? and and shopping too! excited only i can't wait.. but sat have to go msia, my whole wkend kinda busted alr hahaha.

sian bio test on monday. this thurs got thermochem test booooo! :( i think i am so so so screwed haha cos i kinda referred to mab's tut for alot of qns no impression of how to do any alr-.-

okay nvm incoherent post cos i'm sleepy nightss! it was a slack weeknight :)

#195 mad sleepy i tell ya

long tiring day i'm mad sleepy seriously.

and i've got something to say.
I DON'T LIKE YOU. period.

every aspect of you.. i think tht you're just quite fake and ridiculous and everyth rarh. i wonder if anyth you say is even true. and you're th reason stuff are hidden from me. well maybe's its not totally your fault but SO WHAT. i put th blame on you idc-.- bitchhh

sigh trying hard not to care but its proving to be so damnnnn difficult i swear :(

i need to shop, pronto.

anw rly thankful to you for helping me even get to bed to sleep last night haha last night was difficult i swear. but got through it w your help c:

#194 i'm a loser who can't control her emotions

anw, just finished watching Up again :')

and and i only just realised that there are only 10 of us left in LT4 for chem lecs. Jinni, Elis, Chantalle: WE MUST GO TO LT5 AFTER MIDS OKAY!!

fri was a badddd day cos i felt so damn horrible i wanted to vomit, had headache and tummyache toooo. worst thing on friday: I COULDN'T NAP EVEN THOUGH I WAS ON MY BED W EYES CLOSED FOR AN HOUR WTH. worst feeling in life ever. want to sleep so badly but cannot. plus, PIA GOT OUSTED WTF SO ANGRY i am not going to watch american idol anymore zz the whole results thing must have been rigged or sth. yeah so tht's why my friday was so damn horrible :(

sat crashed at nick's for awhile, then headed to tamp then jo's hse for prac haha super dumb please we barely sang anyth hehe!! just talked. and talked some more.

okay and tdy i've just officially wasted the whole entire day urgh. still need to do AQ, summary, abit of chem MCQ, math assignment (parts tht idk) blabla............ i only plan to finish AQ tnight haha.

anw felt so so so horrible last night and the night before cos of sth else also SIGH. so irritating i wish the feeling will just go away :< and Chantalle alw the one i rant to uh thanks haha. i super bipolar lor anw, resolved and 5min ltr couldn't take it alrr! :D:

OKAY TIME TO DO AQ GRR. BYEBYEBYE.

#193 take a leap of faith,

and jump.

got back all my results, DSUUB. B is nth anw its only GP not H2 okay but i'm thankful that at least i managed a B i guess :) but the Us have got to go, srsly.

need to catch up w all the things i've been lagging in (ATTN: MATH, econs) and i gotta stop being so restless and unattentive in class cos i ain't got the brains to simply study on my own and get everyth right.

anw i've been super irritable the whole day, thanks to one single person. tmr i'm still gonna be irritable i think. cos i'll be cranky due to lack of sleep. damn you, math elearning. i didn't learn anyth at all cos i was just in a hurry to complete the copying-.- but imma read you soon and understand so that i can do well in math!!

gonna strive, cos i've a new goal: to surpass you. bitch.

#192 pointless,

my life seems pointless now, i feel like i have nth much to live for. maybe its just the way JC life is making me feel? i really don't know uh.

and some stuff just make me feel so damn disappointed. like, i had hope tht it won't happen uh. but it did again anw-.- and what someone told me is so true. idk why you're even doing this. it seems like you are just one B who wants to act mysterious. i guess next time i'll just take it tht anyth you say is fake and its pointless for me to even ask cos it's probably lies. irony, huh. you knew tht it would hurt me but you still initiated anw, bitch.
whatever. i feel so so so dead today although i've slept so much since ytd till tdy. why?

i need to focus on my priorities and not g.a.f. about other things tht will make me upset although i know i'll still get affected in the end.. why do i have so many issues. i feel like i'm fat like a pig now too cos i keep eating whenever i feel upset. it's not to the extent of binging or anyth close uh, but its enough to make me fat.

i need a good distraction, sth tht will make me take my mind off anyth and everyth tht's troubling me.

and there are some things tht people will never know, ever.

i feel like i'm an angsty teen against the world.

#191 lean on me

Lean on me, when you're not strong and I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on~

whoooo sang w alumni choir for the first time tdy! and had awfully chocz cake cos it was MeiXuan's b'day celebration :) missed singing w ahs people so much hehe 4 guys:~20 girls tdy leh but they so steady!

laughed quite a lot tdy :D

and and, need to meet up w peidingeugexintange sooooooooooon :( and i hope everyone can make it lor seriously! we haven't had full attendance in a long long long looooooonnnnngggg time..

finished PLL s1 tdy, FINALLY eh. can't wait for s2 i wna know who's A! and i still have 3 more eps of glee! this wkend is sucha slack one whoo i really haven't touched any books at all since thurs yay yay yay totally LML (real one) for naoooz :)

short dinner+walkwalk on thurs, town on fri, and tdy was double choir prac. tmr will be fun i guess! slack ttm whooooo :))

but after this wkend, i really need to wake up alr zz stop slacking and MUST work hard for everyth alr mids onwards will be really important so i need to catch up on every single thing i've been lagging in (MATH) plus i can't stone in lecs/tuts anymore i guess sigh its not gonna work out for me if i keep this up cos i'm not smart like some people zz:( i can't afford to mess up my As. i'm turning 18 end of this yr so i should have self responsibility right.. and i should stop screwing up my life.

#190 MBTs are over.

i don't feel any form of relief but at least i can slack without guilt naoooz :)

lots of people said they didn't study (heard irl, fb, twitter) but i guess we shall see uh. like seriously.. chanty told me abt this person o.o idk what to say haha but why bother to be fake abt this sort of thing huh got study just say uh no biggie ah no one will laugh right! okay nvm this is stupid idk why i'm saying all these also.

just came back from Cathay w girls and (part of) th class. 5 of us had B&J! while lynny went for Suckerpunch w th rest hope she had fun :)

going out again soon haha no napping tdy (i hope) so tht my time can be utilised to maximum satisfaction :)

OH ANW I HAVE EFFFFFFFF-ING BAD SKIN NOW I SWEARR. i have patches of rash on my face i looking so fugly i wna dieeeee how what to do someone please help meeeee :(

ZZZ. and idk what's my plans for tmrr how sorry jans, though you won't even see this i think? hehe.

[adding on to the post]

oh and i need to shop now tht mbts are over whooo. shiats i'm still at home so late alrrr i've been using comp since 5 only stopped to bathe!! :(

1. new polish cos i'm bored of the old ones
2. new and nice shoes if i see any, even though nick says tht i have enough alr.
3. a board thingy dk how to say
4. clothes. i was rummaging like mad but still had nth so i'm wearing basics.
5. something novel hahaha love novelty items [that shop in Cathay (y)]
6. okay i can't think now too sleepy.

#189 dweebs/we will survive

sooo cute and sweet :)

anw i'm really giving up on math alr i guess. my definition of giving up is not th same as how other people see it. most people are like halfway through whatever revision, and cos they don't have enough time/no confidence, they say they give up on tht subj but get back a PASS. perhaps its not enough for them huh, but its def enough for me please.

math=no chance of passing unless a miracle happens which i don't think will:/

well and its not like i'll do well for other subjs. i'm not giving them up yeah i'll try my best to finish studying, really! all i hope for is tht i can pass :)

truly, madly, deeply.

anw i don't regret th time spent out hehe i had fun whooo.

oh and its just plain weird tht i saw random tweets (if you're reading its prob not yours) mentioning tht they don't mug and all blablabla haha they are just dweebs please who doesn't have to mug in jc huh come on don't act :)

we will survive the seemingly unending torture alright, all of us tgt :) wow, what an optimistic statement hehe this post seems to have lots of positives!

anwz, like what jinni blogged: 'MBT is gonna be the last wake up call for me' IT WILL BE.

need to fulfill what i set to do, starting naoooz. okay maybe after i sleep. so sleepy :(

hoping tht i'm not lulled into a false sense of security..

#188 hell, its thursday.

i think of so many different things at the same time.

it's freakin thursday alr yknow. papers start on tues. i've neither started on chem or math. bio and econs abt 1/4 done for each but idk how much of those are retained in my puny brain. and th EFFFFFFING construction is bloody noisy i tell you i shld have went out to study tdy but too late cos i woke up late and all alr :(

anw i wonder how's facing the As gonna be like? i think i'll just die.

going out tmr whoo. i know i'll regret it but hey i need to have a life hehe. alternate days of having fun! watched adjustment bureau ytd. if you don't like drama movies, please don't watch it.

hopefully i'll get stuffs tht i want tmr, shopping trip! :) shall resolve not to spend a bomb on food like what we always do, waste money uh :@

i just wanna pull through next week feeling good abt myself and not cry after th end of it all. please.

:D:

i think i'm bipolar.

#187 inferior complexity

try as i might, i still feel it. even on today when i'm supposed to study :(

5 hours to bed and i still can't get rid of unwanted thoughts! i only feel tht i'm lousier than them. i'm not gna bother you by telling you all of these alr i'm just gna post it here and if you read it.. well i very much doubt you would bother to.

GP TMR F. i'm so not prepared for mbts. probably gna get into every single SRP tht's available for me..

am i being stupid? but i keep feeling tht this is very real and i'm always going to be at th losing end.. they are just prettier and very much smarter than me fts.

let it be? :/

#186 SERIOUSLY.

idk what to say to people like you anymore. SERIOUSLY MANZZZZ get a life please.

stop trying to act like you're so cool..

anw, road race + everyth w fries + ice cream chef tdy! we are suay ttm tdy seriously everyone hates us:( but i like th passion kiwi sorbet! (jinni too!) let's have another good meal tgt soon nxt time no bad service please.

watched idol results just now whooooo th weird guy nv get in and th 3 girls i like all got in! :) watching Glee repeat on Star World now.. my GP essay is screwed ttm seriously idk wad to write.

my eyes are tired, i really need to sleep and wake up earlier tmr cos i'll be heading out i guess? yeah goodnight world.

babe i hope you're resting well and feeling better ily.

#185 pop.

headache now again, whut :<

maybe its really th more i sleep th more headaches i get? and th worse my skin gets? i feel like thr's a bomb site at one side of my face anytime will have explosions and it just gets worse.

nvm at least i've got my new bottle! greenie :)) and bought my Godmum's birthday present too. missed th choir prac though i need to go for th next one alr! :c

watched Unknown on fri, not bad uh th movie i think. at least not boring like Hereafter, and thr was a twist to it..

okay this post is super random i need to clear my head zz. and freakin do my work. lots of work still untouched and yet i watched all th shows tht i wanted to :< need to do math nowzzz, P&C O.O

shall work harder, to be a better person for myself and for everyone around me. less complaints, more productivity instead. i should stop living in my own bubble, for myself only. no more taking things for granted; take whatever life throws at me. just suck it up cos that's life.

pop.

i hope that there are no lies in your words, cos sometimes i really feel scared.

#184 OH NOOO i'm still not posting photos and all.

YAY I WNA GO BACK SOON!:))

hmm anw i'm having a splitting headache now, and idk whyyy. since this afternoon yknow. maybe cos of tht mocha. NO MORE MOCHA FOR ME. i miss bottled caramel frapp, nicer than mocha lor confirm.

anw i haven't bought much for this CNY eh. hopefully this wed can get to leave schl early or sth, then head somewhere for last min shopping! MAYBE i'm going to schl? haha not confirmed yet!

watched th GREEN HORNET tdy, JAY CHOU! :)) hahaha he so act cool in th show but i like! JAY CHOU JAY CHOU. some jokes quite funny uh th part where he knocked out britt for 11 days, hehe.

no mab for 2 days, must rot through tutorials on my own damn sad. somemore last row will only have me and j.yeo i think.. cos 4 of them won't be around! SIANNNN. wish teachers weren't so irritating abt th seating thingys.

shall go sleep now i feel like i'm typing nonsense :(

anw i really hope things will be fine, like every single thing in th world uh:)

and ily so much for being accommodating to me these few days!

#183 short update!!(ignores reminder for now)

ignoring th reminder, cos i'm using my phone to blog!! hahaha:)) schl has been a little torturous @ times i guess but still tolerable.. I just wish tht schl starts later:( anw its Elis's birthday now YAY HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY WHEE HEHE. my phone's weird dun let me paragraph so I shall stop typing byeeee!!

#182 REMINDER!!

thr's this awesome fun time tht i had tht i NEED to blog abt when i have time!! this post is to remind me to do so SOOOOON :))

#181 new layout!

new year, new school day, new layout!

Olvl results day! awesome max they did super well we've improved again tmr holiday for them!! :)) congrats to one and all. hopefully you all will make correct decisions, and for those who didn't do so well its not tht bad can slowly think through and get something you want!!

i miss th exhilaration and tension tht we all felt this time last year~

there's short timetable tmr again, YAY! mass dance aft tht and we can go alr i guess.. hopefully all goes well and i won't be so tired and crampy tmr again-.-

oh damn i'm totally craving for hot food now,

baked potato w bolognese!! ahh ahh ahh i heart potato hahaha. had this at Nex th other day we went.


i need cut my hair properly soon uh zz, omg i cut my own fringe and now it looks DAMNNNN bad i'm regretting cutting on my own this time :( hopefully it grows back by wed i don't wna look like an idiot in front of so many people!!

i need to pack lots of stuffs and finish all th damn math work and chem and econs. tht's practically everyth alr lah wdv sian ttm.

okay shall TV naoooo, BYE!

#180 happy 2011! (1 day late-.-)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! but i'm a day late, shucks :(

short summary of 2010: end of holidays which we had no work to do, Olevel results, 2 wonderful chalets, choosing of JC, entering MJ, orientation, 10S111, choir, being forced to do tutorials, knew th 5 of you, failed all my subjects, random shopping trips/outings, studying outside alot (equals to no studying), J1 bash, cheerleading, impt day on June 17th, another on 4Aug & 7Dec, more outings, cable TV, LOTS of PW, slacking despite everyone was working damn bloody hard before promos, scraping promos cos i was lucky, christmas w you :) and of cos NYE sleepover!

okay i wanted to put in chronological order but i think i missed out a few here and thr, and also mixed them up:X

hope everyone has made their resolutions! i NEED to stick to mine this year, cos its such and impt year damn. i really really NEED to pull through this year and do well for everyth by setting my heart and soul to it!

I WILL STUDY REALLY HARD. MORE THAN THE TOTAL THT I'VE EVER STUDIED. (i wanted to say more than i ever did but i realise i nv studied alot at one go before-.-)

i will have a better character, and be more family oriented cos i've neglected things at home lots of times before :(

& i will be a better friend too, and support my friends who need it :)

[end of resolutions for now]

spent NYE till NY w Eugeny & Cheryl! slept at 6 woke up at 8plus.. come to think of it, WHY DID WE WAKE UP SO EARLY?? cos of tht when i reached home i couldn't help but napped for another 4 hrs.

went Bedok Point for th first time ever on NYD too i wonder how isit ever going to survive cos thr's only food inside. so much competition among one another sure close down lah they shld have more retail! only B1 looks like its part of a mall! haha.

anw i'm definitely just hoping tht 2011 would be great, but it'll suck cos everyone else will turn 18 before me ZZZZ. tht sucks so so bad.

hoping tht 2011 will be great for everyone too esp all my loved ones :D

oh, and June will mark yet another year!♥

okay shall stop here now i need to do work yknow i haven't touched econs math AT ALL omg pretty screwed. not done w th rest either how how??

SHALL STICK TO MY RESOLUTION: TO WORK HARD. shall try to do a little now, after i bathe and watch tv maybe? heehee :D