#118 missing last year. lots.

It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You', but a lifetime to prove it.

i'm really missing last year. lots of people are saying, tht they miss AHS hahaha. but for me, i think i'm missing it cos of what we did at AHS before. like all th super fun and awesome times we had.. WHEE. miss them loads and i just wna relieve everyth again before i really officially start on my new journey onto a two years of new stuffs.

CCA dilemma-.- wth right.

anw tmr we'll know our new (& official) OG groupings! hoping tht it'll be awesome fun! please please please let everyth be smooth. and i'll just close an eye and trust you.

#117 first day of schl!

haha at our nice nice place yay:D

tdy was th first day of schl, and they're alr making us choose our subj combi by 12 midnight-.- hopefully they'll get us new OG groups hee. i'm kinda bored in mineeee. loads of AH & CZ people gosh. didn't expect to see so many CZ people.

all th subj talks were okay, though they shldn't make us sit thr for 2 hours plus at one go. it makes our butts hurt+backache! well, hopefully tmr will be better:D th uni talk tht we went for (NUS) was superbly.. BORING. wrong choice yo we shld have went for one at th LTs whr we cld have slept instead-.-

submitted subj combi alr! hopefully it'll be okay my second choice is differentsimilar also now i'm thinking abt changing my choice zz. cos i don't know if i'll regret it? okay actually i think my first choice shld be alright STICK TO IT! don't be an idiot.

i hate taking th bus so early in th morning, but at least i get a seat? hmm. i'm starting to think; think if i had made th wrong choice. hopefully not. gosh, jc's getting to me. i'm blabbering nonsense alr zz. changed my choice. INDECISIVENESS! can't tolerate this nonsense from myself.
i know you're busy but at times like this i really want to talk to you.

#116 mixed.

"If you love someone, put a circle around their name instead of a heart because as pretty as it looks, hearts can be broken while circles go on forever."

minds cafe with th girls ytd was fun, and FUNNY. you wouldn't believe how much noise we can produce haha super dumb. a few people had to keep going to pee cos they drank too much! heh then aft tht went dinner with pei at 201 and it rained like nobody's business lightning was super scary O.O

well, tdy was work till 3 packing books and teaching horsey chinese! yeah, then met nick we went to town to shop! hmm couldn't get my wallet tdy, sad sad sad:/ pictures another time hee i'm super lazy to upload, haven't been spending much time at home, th whole wk's probably gna continue this way too.

nick bought lots tdy he spent lots! i still can't find a decent schl bag, what to do?! but i'm happy with my new shoes. not schl shoes but its nice still. i still need to get lots of stuffs. oh and seriously i need to lose weight. okay not lose weight, but get rid of unwanted flab tht makes me look like a blob!

tdy was fun.

you'll keep your promise? cos i don't wna be sad anymore.

#115 upsetting.

sighhhhhhh. i'mfeelingsoupsetnowidontknowwhattodo.

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid feelings i feel so eff-ing loser-ish now its like i can't even have any control at all everyth's going wrong i can't even talk to you now ahhhhhh f. i don't understand why i feel this way but i just do don't judge me. shit why am i so damn negative.

nothing. i'm so alone.

#114 17th!

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH, MICHELLE!(:

wow, i just turned 16 a month plus ago and this girl's alr 17! haha you're old babe! but honestly, she doesn't look any bit like she's 17 okay cos she's so small still hee.

old friends, old times. i miss those tht i shared with lots of awesome people. i think i screw my life up all on my own. great eh.
i shld really STOP being like this and just get a life-.- i'm trying hard, yknow. but sometimes things happen tht make me feel like shit all over again. i hate it when people take this impatient tone with me.

i feel so damn alone now. screw it.

#113 take a good rest.

gna take a good rest tnight! haven't been sleeping much since God-knows-when.

tdy was my last day at bakerzin, and i ate so much! had like 5 types of food in th 6 hours tht i worked:D stupid chef kept on going on abt how much i ate but everyone let me eat hee. then i went to sakae to eat too, with pei. tdy is nick's last day of work too, so super cool okay its so coincidental tht we started and ended work on th same day heh.

i wonder what i'm gna do for this coming week? shall go buy all th stuffs tht i need.. plus all those things tht i haven't done in this holidays too! two weeks left before schl starts, SIGH. okay wait its not even two weeks its like one week plus only. enjoy and make th best out of th rest of your hols okay people!

BYE! i wna go sleep.

#112 advice for guys.

this is so true, totally reading off my mind.

was blog-hopping and got this off a blog tht i just visited. :)

1. Shave! No matter how cool you think your goatee or beard or mustache looks, we hate it. We like clean-cut men.

2. It’s good to be sensitive sometimes.

3. don't lie. Girls hate it.

4. girls like a little romance no matter what she says.

5. we like to hear we’re beautiful/pretty

6. If you’re officially dating, and you’re introducing her to your friends, you’d better d*** well introduce her as your girlfriend.

7. It really doesnt matter where you go for a date so dont stress about it, as long as you’re together she’ll be happy.

8. never forget her birthday

9. never try to make a girl jealous. it can start a bunch of problems

10.dont give a stupid gift, make it mean something.

11. dont say you understand if you dont

12. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; doing something sweet will almost always get you off the hook.

13. A system in your car only impresses your homeboys not us

14.No matter what you say, your ex-girlfriend is a hoe.

15. If you did something wrong or even if you didn’t, apologize.

16. Be spontaneous; dinner and a movie won’t always cut it.

17. We are self-conscious by nature; we can’t help it.

18. Don’t make bets about us; we always find out.

19. We will always think we are fat, so humor us and tell us we aren’t.

20. Whatever you do, don’t just show up at their house…they run around in their underwear just like we do.

21. DON’T CHEAT. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.

22. Not all grils eat kuje birds, a lot of us can eat like whales.

23. Most of them don’t mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you’re a *****….

24. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, ONE OF HIS SWEATSHIRTS, and a really PRETTY RING. Even if it’s not a serious relationship.

25. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the crap out of him.

26. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn’t care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

27. If you’re talking to a female friend of yours, PULL YOUR girlfriend closer.

28. NEVER, ever slap her, even if it’s just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, “Oh, you’re so dumb” or something, never make any gestures back.

29. Don’t flirt with their moms…that’s just freaky.

30. Don’t be freaked out by PMS. It’s not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

31. Girls are fragile. Even if you’re play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

32. Don’t marinade the cologne, but smell good.

33. If you think the relationship isn’t going to last, don’t wait to find out. It will only hurt her more if you draw it out.

34. dont play games. be straight up.

35. of course you’re going to look at other girls, but always remember to make your girl feel special!

36. never compare your girl with another girl.

37. we like holding hands and love it when you put your arm around us.

38. NEVER check out another girl in front of us.

39. Not all girls kiss on the first date, get over it…we’re creatures of mystery.

40. We don’t always expect you to pay for us, but it doesn’t hurt to at least offer everyone once in a while.

41.Not many girls just wants to be your “friend with benefits”.

42. Don’t make fun of us when we’re with our friends. Funny in small doses, annoying when you do it constantly. Keep doing it and you’ll pretty much guarantee yourself no “goodies” for awhile.

43. We know you’re hot, that’s one of the reasons we’re dating you. But that doesn’t mean you have to act like you know how hot you are by constantly walking around shirtless, flexing your muscles, etc. Confidence is hot – cockiness is not.

44. Even if you guys say you like us better dressed down with no makeup, wearing makeup and dressing up makes us feel pretty and boosts our confidence, so at least reward the hard work we do to make ourselves look good by telling us so.

45. Holidays and anniversaries might not seem like a big deal to you, but they are to us. Even if we say we don’t want something for Valentine’s Day, we want something. It isn’t the “thing” we care about; it is the fact that you are thinking about us.

46.Our friends are like a second family to us, so once you’re in with them, you’re set for life. Even though we know they’re loud and obnoxious sometimes, learn to love ‘em. We deal with your boys, so do the same for us.

47. There’s nothing we hate more than being called crazy or dramatic. No matter how much you think we overreact about our problems, they matter to us and we need you on our side to support us, rather than making us feel worse.

48. Beware of every single male relatives and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn’t even wait for the damn hat.

49. Don’t refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it’s because they’re jealous.

50. Don’t be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they’re going out with you in the first place, it’s because they like being in your arms.

51. You can be dirty minded in private, really…most of them are not offended by it…

52. Don’t tell us when you think other girls are hot.

53. We have an excuse to act bitchy at least once a month. YOu dont have to go through that so you cant even complain.

54. be a gentleman sometimes, its sweet.

55. Sensitive guys are great … but crying more than we do in a movie just isn’t right.

56. Don’t let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.

57. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to … SOMETHING’S WRONG!

58. Don’t say you love me if you don’t mean it.

59. Tease her and let her tease you back.

60. Let her wear your clothes.

61. don’t be obssessive. Major turn-off.

62. We love a guy who will cook for us.

63. Don’t go to our friends to talk about us. Come straight to us.

64. We LOVE it when you get nervous around us. It’s adorable! Don’t think you have to be Mr. Cool Guy all the time.

65. Don’t play hard to get.

66. We might seem to flirt a lot, but a girl always thinks about the one guy she really likes right before she falls asleep.

67. If we’re upset and we’re crying, just be there, don’t try to give us advice, psychoanalyze us, or pester us. Just give us a hug and let us know you’re there.

68. Keep up the conversation on IM and phones and in person! Don’t be awkward.

69. If we say “Let’s just be friends”, we really mean it. Don’t keep trying to pursue us, and don’t say ok and then ignore us. That’s just mean.

70. We will always feel bad if we don’t like you back. Not all girls are bitches, no matter what you may think. We hate to reject you.
^^^^ok, so some girls are bitches and they like rejecting boys, but the people who wrote this group are not. better?

71. It’s adorable when a best guy friend who a girl has thought about liking confesses he likes her.

72. If a girl blushes when you talk to her, she either likes you or she’s embarassed by what you’re saying.

73. Every time you smile at us, it may mean only a little to you, but it means the world to us. Don’t take the little things for granted.

74. We love when you cuddle with us.

75. We want you to put your arm around us at the movies.

76. Size doesn’t matter, so don’t tell us.

77. We shouldnt always be the one to call, and neither should you.

78. We love surprises.

79. The little things you do mean the most.

80. We can tell when you’re not really listening.

81. When we say we are cold, thats an invitation to come closer.

82. If we are cold give us your jacket. it might not seem like much to you but we love it and its super sweet.

83. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind.

84. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually doesn’t know how to react to them.

85. Try to make her laugh; it will come in handy when you don’t have anything to talk about. And girls LOVE to laugh.

86. Be patient when she takes forever to get ready.

87. When a girl really likes you, she doesn`t care about the price or label, any present from you would make her happy =]

88. When she’s quiet a million things are running through her head.

89. If she says: “I’ll call you later” she really wants you to call her.

90. When you tease her and she starts fighting with you and tells you to stop, she really wishes that you never would (so don`t :D)

91. When she starts to run away after you have a fight, go after her before it’s too late.

92. 99% of girls would love it if you picked them up even if they yell at you to put them down.

93. It doesn’t have to be a poem like sonnet, girls love letters and notes, even if they’re short.

94. Don’t toy with us, if you like us, tell us! Mind games make us confused and sometimes we’re just not that smart at getting the hint.

well i think this list is quite cool, and most of it is true!

#111 no regrets.

i hope.

back from chalet! things didn't go as planned (as usual, cos we always have so damn many things to do but so little time), but we had fun with each other yay. only spent time in dte when it was like late at night, other wise we kept on going to other far away places:D

went to CA again & also citysquare mall, matrix-ed, slept, bowling, walk walk (not termed as shopping cos we didn't get anyth), 85, beach, slept, macs, comp-ed, go home.

basically tht was all we did hee. so dumb lah, didn't get to swim, pool, cycle. never finish watching matrix also. next week we gotta do lots before schl starts!(:

-cycle
-SWIM
-queensway
-pool
-escape/www? (hee th tickets!)
-shop for lots of schl reopen stuffs
-shop for other stuffs

submitted my JAE stuffs finally, and i realised i wasted so much time and moved a big round before going back to my initial decision haha. really hoping tht things turn out well.

thanks for everyth♥
‘Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.’

i hope things will turn out well and tht we'll be tgt! yay. okay even if not, we'll still be happy right? we'll work things out(: but i really really hope tht we will be tgt.
stop thinking abt all those stuffs. damn, i must learn.

#110 decisions.

went to work tdy! euge + cheryl! polishing silver + packing really messy papers + teaching horsey gosh seems like lots and lots but actually its alright i had quite alot of fun yay. pool at th end was awesome epic cos we all don't know how to play got owned by joyce she's a PRO shld have seen our faces when we watched her shoot once. hoping tht work every time can be as fun as tdy and th 3 of us can work tgt again hahaha. and i can go to th fashion auction thingy WHEEEEE.

awesome-ness manzxz. plus tmr's gna be a really packed day but thr's chalet! YAY. but sth just had to spoil things zz-.- stupid stupid stupid timing.

i hate it when i'm stuck and can't decide. on one hand, i really really want to do this cos i know tht's what i want. but on th other, i want to be with you; you know i want to. tht's all tht is stopping me from making my choice. i'm thinking of you.

can someone please tell me what to do? i've asked this question many times but i still can't find an answer. i guess i just want a solution to get th best of both worlds.

#109 a new (new) beginning.

well now tht we have all gotten our results, it's gna be a new start for us (again)

just like how we filled in th choices for sec schls, we're gna do it for jc/poly this time! by friday, and i'll be at chalet till friday YAY. love love love those 3 days damn looking forward! okay i think i'm being random but i'm feeling quite happy though i'm faced with a dilemma lah okay. screw th dilemma though, and i thank God for blessing me lots & lots. seriously. i know many did better than me, but i'm contented with mine and it shows tht God is there for me.

shall go and have a good rest, tmr i have to be at work by 930. SO DAMN EARLY YKNOW.

#108 stress? haha.

well i'm supposed to be feeling th stress right! but this dumb person is feeling excited haha he keeps on going on about it! hee. & i'm so sorry abt generating so much negative energy whenever i think abt results tdy.. cos i'm just so damn nervous! really praying and hoping tht i can see sth satisfying on my slip, and perhaps i'm getting like a few people to help me take a look at my results!

i think tdy was fun, YAY. i love you. thank you so muchhhhhh for tdy! i've got a nice bible now! and tdy we went cycling too.. it kinda took my mind off stuffs but th stuffs came back soon enough, blah.

let God guide us through all these.

#107 NY's day. @sp & tp tdy!

well, on new's year day obviously we went out for: dinner! food! haha but i forgot to take a photo until we were done, so only empty plates were left to be shown.



superbly OILY pasta, gosh.



haha look at nick's mouth hee it wasn't on purpose (he was chewing) but it's super cute:D



we took another 4 photos before nick could look normal hahaha!



yay, see our pretty tees?(:

hee, this was taken tdy yay! went to kembangan to try out this new job under mrs wee, who's actually selling jewellery made of super cool stones tht have lots of names tht i have to rmb:X went to sp with euge & cheryl tdy, and we had fun getting th stuffs HAHA. tp's campus seems nicer to us, as compared to sp and maybe we're going to np tmr too! th bag's nice you know:D (gosh i sound so cheapskate:/)

well i had fun chatting with them abt some stuffs hee. super dumb leh those two, sitting thr with yougurt and talking abt those stuffs. well obviously i wasn't th one having th yougurt okay. i tried it and i thought it tasted.. eww. perhaps cos they both chose original flavoured ones.

went to watch Sherlock Holmes at night, and i thought it was quite a boring movie. fell asleep once, nick too. haha we were late for th movie (again) but thankfully GV has long long ads yay. intended to eat ice cream from th tub but i got sick of it aft three bites cos it was so damn sweet.

okay, cos i used blogger to upload 2 photos which are centralised, so i decided to make my whole post centralised too. so dumb hee. i wish tmr wld be as fruitful as tdy; i felt like i did loads!
i think it's due to insecurity. i'm sorry tht i've become like this.

#106 photos for chalet: fond memories.

hello i'm gna post photos now, finally! photos are worth more words than i can ever type:D



























































































OBVIOUS DIG AT GELARE, HAHA.



STUPID DING SCRATCHED HIS HEAD.



LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS GROUP PHOTO(: tht's why i uploaded a big one!

but it screws my blogs a little, and i realise tht i forgot to crop this huge one, i only cropped th smaller one-.- go crop yourselves k so sorry:D

so sorry tht my photos are tiny and blur here; get originals from me they're awesome hee. mahjong + bridge + movie + talks + WWW + beach + food + attempt to wake up for sunrise + lots&lots of other stuffs = great time tgt whee. okay, i'll have another post right aft this one! to post abt tdy + new year's day photos overdue!