#210 :(

my days of happiness ended today.

maybe it's because of you. i don't know who am i even talking about now.

it all seems to be a facade; how these few days passed. i experienced joy that i should have appreciated more as it seems so short-lived. i really need to learn to treasure the good times that come by as i would never know when it would just stop. and i need to take control of my life more.

#209 pseudo-end

but, it's ending soon.

just feeling super duper ultra worried for my results now i've not been feeling secure for any paper at all while others have had good comments for most papers. for example both bio and chem planning are just screwed up for me. like EXTREMELY, cos i alr know tht i have definite mistakes fml. just hoping for the best now and letting God do the rest :)

really wishing tht everything will turn out fine..

did a little bit of shopping tdy and spent quite a lot of time watching shows ytd night and tdy alr! hope this mood will wear off in a few days so tht i can start studying for mcqs haha if this goes on i will just die for my mcqs.

damnnnn looking forward to tmr, and even more so, THURSDAY whoopwhoop :>

heehee. hope to have a good haul tmr! but i think i wont be the one buying super a lot of things lor somebody wants to buy even much much much more than me!