#134 procrastination.

love love(:

hahaha i'm a damn bad student zz completed 2 questions of summation for th whole entire night only! q1 & 3. WOW. screw it lah i need to catch up like mad tmr, seriously! summation extra prac, econs essay (th hols one, surprisingly i did th other one alr!) i need to rush everyth out & feel a sense of relieve, only to face th endless tutorials yet again. damn looking forward to thurs, movie marathon!!! long weekend mah, i like(:

I WANT MY EASTER EGGS! hee. (hint:D)

oh damn i've still not watched GG yet its loaded for so long alr.. ahh i'm gna have to watch this wkend! wonder if i'll have time to relax, what with tests plus th resolution of getting myself motivated to study.

blah.

i have to convert to be a mugger: PROMOTE!

sleepy, its so late once again i'm totally wasting my time when i actually can be doing more math-.- i realise i'm lousy and stupid, can't do a shit in math i'll just fail again next test:/

okay random blabbers in this post, i shall stop th random trains of thoughts from entering haha. well i need to clarify sth soon. hmm. okay actually it depends.

last point: sometimes i feel really lonely:/

goodnight!

#133 child like dreams.

JC life's really tiring, gotta do so much stuffs every day and th stuffs tht i owe just pile up higher and higher.. i wonder who even reads my blog these days; my tagboard's dead:/ i'm just typing words out in this box whenever i click on 'new post'.

just finished th bio quiz and survey thingy, need to go on to econs essayS (damn) and also math extra practice i'm flunking every test at this rate i'll just be retained alr. don't tell tht it's gonna turn out fine, cos i know at th pace i'm going i'm really not going to do well so i need to buck up and not be so tired and lethargic everyday. it's tough, but JC life's like tht right? once again, i need to find motivation (which i'm clearly lacking, lots) these days i keep thinking abt how good life wld be if i was a poly kid instead! haha i'll think tht life is boring, and waking up at noon everyday is part of life-.-

stupid post, i sound like a nerd emo kid gosh.

but then again, i wish i cld be a kid again!

shall try to enjoy my life as it goes along? some parts are good, but i really hate th setbacks they make me feel terrible. nvm, i can be strong. jiayou jiayou, go go alvina!(:

i shld be with them now eh? but looking at th bright side since i'm not, i don't miss out on schl! but when i went to send off AH, i really missed th feeling of travelling; since Olomouc, and it gave me a wrenching sensation in my gut knowing tht i cld be feeling th same actually. BUT, NO REGRETSSSSS! or else i'll just be wallowing in self pity:/

i wish i could fly, and tht my dreams will come true.

but i gave up wishing long ago,
& the child-like innocence never returns thereafter.

#132 BE HAPPY.

i wrote for th self vision thing tdy, tht i want to be happy; optimistic. well, i'm trying hard to but i'm really dreading tmr for more than one reasons. shld i go for morning assembly? sigh. tht's th part i'm least looking forward to but it'll start my day. whether or not my day will be good depends on it i guess? SBJ tmr also i think hahaha i'll just jump 1 metre i think-.-

AHS & MJ are both flying off tmr! haha different flights though: SQ, which thr's no need to transit; and fly emirates which they need to transit at Dubai heh. good luck to them yeah have funnnnn! nia better get nice stuffs for me hee:D

i thought tht tdy wasn't tht good.. ahh nvm. some stuffs can't be mentioned (read: sensitive) but i really don't think anyone who i can tell understand. i told you just now, i think you don't care cos.. hmm. i'm thinking of sth really negative shall stop thinking tht way.

with a smile on my face.

#131 BUBU!

haha okay i'm up at a very late hour and probably am not gna sleep till.. i don't know! heh. went to catch being human just now haha reached home close to midnight, bought mini cornettos 2 boxes for 8 bucks hee.

slacking now.. yay. but i gotta do my work sigh. NICK IS LAZY. LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY HE HASN'T DONE ANY WORK LAZY LAZYYYYYYY.

BREEZER IS NICE YAY YAY YAY. HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA PEACH PEACH! WE LOVE IT HAHAHA:D i shall try to do more work heh haven't even finish redox assignment haven't started econs i'm so freakin screwed lahhhh. GP? no need to say, i haven't started either:/ screw homework):

tnight will be fun? hee(:

walkathon in th rain was alright(: but probably cos of it tht's why my nose is so runny now:/ hope i won't fall sick and tht no one does too:D

#130 i've seen through youuu, B.

had great food last night, paid ard 15 in total for stingray kangkong sotong prawn omelette chicken wing! it was lotssss haha i felt bloated aft tht:X then me and jinni had to do th *ahem* so tht nobody can see our *ahem* haha!

then th class (part of) became Ds again wtheck we waited for them then they do this to us WTH. and jinni and i started saying.. say say say until it all became a certain person's fault:D well, it is partly tht person's fault, i believe.

guys + lynny pooled, i just watched cos i didn't wna embarrass myself. bowled one game for an expensive price thereafter, horrible game siol didn't even close a single frame goshhhhh. but sth rather upsetting which i now think is a misunderstanding (right?) made me cry like crazyyyyy. plus th class plus sth else blah blah i just felt damn horrible last night but at least i feel better tdy! cos i got rid of all th negative energy last night alr! don't know what i'm gna do tdy, but i really wna finish my work though i know it's seriously impossible:/

oh, chem PBL was great we managed to finish! haha though our problem we kinda just rubbish-ed our way through to get an answer..

tmr ECP. tdy (is it still on?) buffet! i'm so gna get FATTTTTT. walkathon on sat haha loo tht dumb person actually long forgot abt it haha!

waking up i see that everything is okay,

#129 don't stop believin'

at Han's on sunday, haha i uploaded th blur one by accident oops:X

irritating shizzz its alr wed and i haven't done my GP yetttt! supposed to pass to koi to post out tdy! and i've not much work yet this really sucks, when schl reopens i'm just gna get damn screwed by th tchers:/

gna go to nick's hse to do PBL ltr, hopefully we get sth done-.- plus, class dinner at 85 at night YAY STINGRAY KANGKONGGGG! heh, i've been having pretty good food these days, just had teppan last night tht i thought was pretty decent too i liked th prawn:D looking forward to ltr on, tmr and fri! actually sat too, and maybe sun if sth can happen(: yay, my hols make me feel happy again but i've to go back into th real world soon and face th work tht i've not done sigh):

oh, breakfast with pei ytd at LJS(: yay, it was good hee i'll be seeing her on fri again! love love love her ttm:D

she took th midnight train going anywhere,

#128 holidays?

i seemed so happy on fri yeah, but now..

thr seems to be tons of stuffs for me to complete, but i'm not setting my priorities straight at all and am having a good mind to head out tmr again! shizzz, i'm an utter failure in being determined to achieve what i want-.- [rmb th first in class for tests thing?! haha, tht'll never happen.] i'm just living my life without a care in th world, though i'm really supposed to be giving a damn abt lots of stuffs. i don't know when i can get myself to get started on any hmework, HOPEFULLY by tmr? [note th question mark at th end of my sentence; it just shows tht i don't really intend to start.]

AHH WHERE IS MY SELF DISCIPLINE?! i need to change; i need motivation to get me going!

but i'm really wishing tht i could just laze on a hammock, and just read for th whole hols. no tutorials, no PBL, no shit. tht'll be th life.

#127 class outing ftw(:

SENTOSA+VIVO! hahaha at least i have a few photos here!(:






haha okay i've uploaded FIVE photos so far.

tht's good alr, considering tht i don't usually upload photos on th day of outings haha:D

i'm trying really hard to upload all 80+ photos onto fb, but i think it'll take a million years to do so z it's taking its own sweet time so probably only 10 will be up hahaha! anyone who wants th photos just pass me a thumbdrive k i'll transfer everyth for you!(:

lunch was great all chips haha, plua a few random type of food tht is not chips! dinner, we had lagsane at secret recipe th beef's awesome! its really filling though th portion looks small, cos they're really generous with th beef:D

haha tdy's outing was great lah yeah, at least it was fun.
though you really don't care when others are ard, tht's sth you don't grasp.