#228 dinner w nutellas!

okay at first it was cancelled (me and mab had no idea) but aft tht it was uncancelled! but chanty couldn't make it alr.. so 5 of us headed down to Nakhon, which is near bedok interchange!:) had a nice dinner the honey chicken(not shown in photo) had rly good sauce haha.

WE DIDN'T TAKE A GRP PHOTO >:(

ah anw so we ordered a couple of dishes here and there and each person paid abt 8, not too expensive for a decent meal! will def head back thr again^^

aft the din we wanted to chill and wait for chanty but the cafe was closing so we ended up outside prima deli at first but it was outdoors, itchy feeling haha. then we moved to somewhere in bedok point to sit and talk abt.. mostly work haha.

elis was complaining abt 'stupid people' calling her and mab was totally staring and 'oi'-ing her hahaha omg damn funny seriously. one complaining abt the people calling, the other complaining abt the people she has to call!!! haha.

okay thts all, we had a pretty good night and we shld def do it again soon nutellas! but nxt time w full attendance okay! :)

dinner w zj jana putz tmr!

ending off w 2 photos took!

#227 i want a time travel machine

am looking forward to the next 4 days of the week, but tht's all. so scared everyday Dday is looming closer and closer oh nooooo.

need a time travel machine to fast forward all the bad parts and also to travel back to the best moments in my life to experience them.. but then again what's life without all the bumps right?

nick just took the bus.. le sigh the next time i'll see him would be friday fml. i look forward to seeing him so much but i don't want the day to come.. i need a way to escape reality, seriously.

tdy started off badly but it has ended pretty well, yay:) ve been quite a blessed girl and i am thankful! will stop my bad moods and appreciate life more and cherish the people who are so damn important. thank God for everything in my life:)

in another this life, i will be your girl,
we keep all our promises
be us against the world.

#226 second book out.

seriously every weekend i think i put on so much weight that i can prob skip meals for the rest of next week. nick eats SO DAMN MUCH, and i eat w him too fml-.-

his parents are rly nice haha he forgot to tell them i was coming along for lunch tdy aft his bookout, and when he realised and wanted to apologise for forgetting to his dad, his dad said: 'nvm acty if she wasn't here we would have asked you if you wanted to go and pick her up before heading out to lunch'! went to fish&co for lunch tdy, and then 4 hrs ltr had pizza and ice cream. damn i'm seriously full until i wna burst alr this is not good:/ blob blob blob. i'm so lazy to exercise despite all my complaints, le sighhhh~

i'm feeling rly happy tdy^^

on a side note, i don't know why but this person gives me the feeling of....... ah nvm shall not say it haha. shall just keep it as a mental note in my head.

shall head to bed soon i'm rly sleeping pretty early everyday, even ytd night i slept at 1+ even though i wanted to stay up! haha work is forcing me to have good sleeping habits man otherwise i'll be like a dead person at work everyday!

looking forward to all the plans next week, but dreading fri like mad crazy. i had such a bad dream early this morn it rly made me wake up immediately and i felt so scared and it took me quite awhile to orient myself tht it was just a dream, cos it felt too real. just hoping tht it doesn''t happen irl.. but still, i'm looking forward to all the plans made:)

I WANT MY PAY. COMPANIES OWING ME MY PAY PLS GIVE IT TO ME SOONZ I'M MAD BROKE :(

#225 stronger.

work's over! blogging otw back but th 3G has turned into th irritating circle once again-.-

gna meet pei at simei again^^ hope to meet her everyday(when we're both free!) somehow getting to talk to her irl keeps me more grounded. like rly rly so. and i love her:)

dinner on thurs w zj jana putz! ahaha looking forward~ but i gotta curb my spending. still. until forever. am so poor now haha cos if thr's deduction of cpf my pay will be utterly pathetic.

note to self: choose clothes to wear properly to work. you look like an idiot now. oh, and stop thinking so damn much abt stupid stuff just cos you are so free during/aft work.

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watching The Noose nowww! and i totally forgot abt my self inflicted orh ceh until now. seriously i have to watch where i'm going man. i think the orh ceh rly appeared like less than 5secs aft i hit my hand. showed rachel and she was saying tht its swollen and abit hot to the touch haha.

shall try not to stone so much during work tmr. and stop thinking abt......... random stupid stuffs.

i won't let you close enough to hurt me.

hope tht nick calls tnight^^

#224 nonsensical.

i rly shld stop letting this get to my head. seriouslyyyyy man. why shld i let you make me feel so upset?

tdy im feeling particularly upset abt it, urgh. MUST STOP THINKING. brain, you shld just stfu and keep these thoughts out.

work was mundane as usual haha only enjoyed lunch. met pei at simei and we talked for abit^^ ve been watching movies since i got home! gonna crash soon alr i'm so tired sighhh. shall not be so stoned tmr, i hope.

goodnight everyone!(if thr is even anyone reading this:X)

i miss nick:(

#223 spendthrift

ve been spending way too much this week. expenses have skyrocketed like crazy think i spent 100 in 2 days purely on food and entertainment! and th other days i've also spent quite a fair bit.. gotta cut down man srsly!

but then again at least i managed to meet so many who i love! ahaha. from last wk, slpover w Nutellas and then meeting S at plaza sing, then having fun on vday w my girls, passing btt w euge, watching Underworld w J.. and ytd nick booked out and we went for a good supper at simpang!:) the banana milkshake was da bombz man i swear.

tdy we headed to seoul garden and watched star wars 3d!! the small boy is the cutest thing ever seriously:)

just came home from supper w euge cheryl and ding! finally saw a botak ding! hehe.

ending w a photos taken w pei on vday, and another one taken w euge aft we passed btt!!!:D

#222 looking forward!

haha yessss no work on fri finally a wkday tht i can wake up past 8! :) but BTT's on fri oh crap.. AND I HAVEN'T STUDIED.

but fri's gna be awesome cos nick's gna book out! yayyyyy finally! :)

rly missed him so bad this is our 3rd vday tgt and i guess usually i take it for granted tht i have him by me so i felt super lonely ytd.. shall learn to appreciate good things in life more :')

vday ytd and although i had the lonely feeling at the beginning, i felt rly good at the end of the day! met pei first before her dance lesson, then went for dinner w eugeny and eihuan! stupid Tab turned out to be a Thai club which only started at 930 whut-.- then we got rejected by 2 restaurants cos they were fully booked. ended up at Modesto's, and they have pretty good bolognese but the shrimp pizza SUCKS. we all agreed on that. had beer too.

otw back met pei before we went to take th train, along w her whole big group of friends! then xint called wanting to have supper but.. cldn't uh cos i had work tdy otherwise i rly don't mind:( drank quite a lot of beer so my cheeks are still flushed tdy wth. i have excellent blood circulation.

anw working rly makes time fly byyyyy~ its quite boring at times cos its like.. yknow.. mundane tasks like keying in invoices and stuff. sometimes filing too (cos i work in the accounts dept) but thankfully the people there are rly nice! rachel has been so nice to me haha we totally talk like we know each other for v long alr though i've only known her for a week-.- lunch everyday we'll just walk all over Great World and talk!

and there was free pizza from Spizza tdy! :) tried this parmaham thing it kinda tastes like bacon, quite nice uh. also tried th normal hawaiian one the flavours of th pizzas are rly good, i think everyone shld go try it! (not sure about the prices though shall find out soon)

#221 HAPPY VALENTINES DAYYY!

but this doesn't feel the same without nick. le sighhh. spending 9 hrs at work and heading to town to meet eugeny and eihuan:)

hope tht it'll be fun ltr!!

have a great day everybodehhhh~

#220 U.R.G.H

gth man you idiotzzz. haha i shldn't be feeling so affected by you right i shld stop it.

you wanna try hard, i'm not gonna stop you. from now on it doesn't matter to me. it shld not. guess i'm just feeling sore that you suddenly just let me down.. what is this man:/

forgetforgetforget.

although i think i can't get over this now cos i still got unfinished stuff to get on with..

#219 :):

NUTELLAS OVER AT MY HSE NAOOOO:) heh.

but i'm still thinking about it. you're being a jerk. guess you're used to hurting people around you? ah well whatever shall stop seeing you as a good friend lest i feel worse right..

hope you'll stop being an idiot soon kthx. i don't know what to hope for you also.

#218 edited.

needed to take down th post. not tht i want to uh anw:/ ttly deleted it so wasted..

good news: i found my ic! :) some kind hearted soul returned it to bedok control station and sbs sent me a letter! idk why bedok though i think th person picked it up at tamp and took train to bedok then returned it! thank goodness man rly appreciate all the kind souls everywhere :)

oh and i havent spoken to nick in 2 nights alr i miss him so much :(

kitten iz too cutez.

#217 seventeen.

tdy's the start of a new journey for nick while i have to endure the torturous wait of 17 days oh noooo.

to add on to this, my ic disappeared fml x1000000. think it dropped at mrt while i was taking stuff out.. i really don't know. hope to find it soon otherwise 100 bucks fly away alr~

ah but i got a call just now slightly aft 930! so happy to hear from him hee :)

on another note, i am employed, job starts nxt mon! hehe. see how it goes i hope the job will be suitable! :)

okay done w this post shall blog more soonz to while my time away.. end w a photo! this photo not th nicest though nicer ones are on my cam.