#368 stay/go/stay/go

some people stay while others go.

i'm an only child, and hence i treasure my friends (probably) a lot more than they do, me. sometimes it gets a little bit frustrating because i expect too much from them sigh.

but i'm so glad that i have friends who are always there for me, to talk nonsense as well as to hang out with me :) i need to express my gratitude more than ever.

am glad for nights in hall too, where we just slack and play without a care in the world. these moments mean millions to me, more than anyone would ever know.

haha, incoherent thoughts being typed down while i'm doing up work for my green module. yucks man i have no idea what i'm supposed to be doing also. Derek is flying off tomorrow, and another friend has already flown off today.

exchange seems so damn fun, i really want to go! more than ever before. i want to go with a bunch of close friends and just play without a care in the world, without the worries of an adult.

#367 bored.

i'm reallyyyy bored in hall now i think imma take a nap again haha. late nights haven't been doing my complexion any good at all sigh. since saturday night, we have been sleeping at 4+ (earliest) every night!!!

week 2 absolutely cannot be like that anymore sigh :(

Colour Run this saturday!! i haven't ran for like a month though, haha.

this post is just full of random thoughts and ramblings as i'm waiting for Bao's clothes to be done in the dryer before helping her to take them out..

recently finished watching Glee Season 4, and they have an original song for regionals!! :) haha i love Marleyyyy~

[Marley]
I can't stay here,
I am not the girl who runs and hides

Afraid of what could be and

I will go there
I need time but know
that things are always closer than they seem
Now I'll do more than dream.

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm gonna fly,
gonna crash right through the sky
Gonna touch the sun (Touch the sun)
Show everyone (Show everyone)
That's it's all or nothing
All or nothing
This is my life
I'm not gonna live it twice
There's no in between (There's no in between)
Take it to extreme (To extreme).
'Cause it's all or nothing
All or nothing
Or nothing at all

[Blaine]
I can't give up
Can't just let it burn
And watch the fire
Has starts to turn to dust.

[Marley]

Yeah, yeah,

[Marley and Blaine]
And now please don't judge me.
Take my hand and say
you'll always wish be well and send me luck
'Cause that would be enough, yeah.

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm gonna fly,
gonna crash right through the sky
Gonna touch the sun (Touch the sun)
Show everyone (Show everyone)
That's it's all or nothing
All or nothing
This is my life
I'm not gonna live it twice
There's no in between (No in between)
Take it to extreme (To extreme).
'Cause it's all or nothing
All or nothing
Or nothing at all

[Marley and Blaine]
Nothing can stop us now
There was never a shadow of doubt

[Chorus]
That I'm (gonna fly, gonna flash right through the sky)
Gonna touch the sun (Touch the sun).
Show everyone (Show everyone).
That it's all or nothing
All or nothing
'Cause this is my life
I'm not gonna live it twice
There's no in between (No in between)
Take it to extreme (To extreme).
'Cause it's all or nothing,
All or nothing at all. (oh-oh-oh-oh)
(Yeah- yeah) (oh-oh-oh-oh)
'Cause it's all or nothing at all (Nothing at all)
All or nothing

All or nothing at all
All or nothing

 

#366 Day Zero

officially starting school only tomorrow (just out to make everyone in hall jealous hehe)

my modules are still pretty screwed right now, cos i only have 13 AUs (2 cores, 2 electives) sigh. not too sure if it will be like this or will i get something else? i'm a little lazy to do anything about it already just want to slack my last day of holiday away~

i had a pretty good last week of holiday, went for facial (but my face and skin color is still chao ta due to camp), and had A LOT of good food which you would have seen if you follow me on Instagram ^^ hehe. explored PasarBella and Creamier with Mab, had Sushi Tei with Ding the next day and went to The Coastal Settlement the day after. photos are all in my phone so i MIGHT upload in my next post hehe.

had an outing to Nook House of Pancakes with my freshies too, on National Day! turnout was much better than i expected man, honestly. initially i was quite worried that the freshies wouldn't come so it would end up being more like a seniors outing! but quite a lot of them came down yay :) twas a good night.

Saturday night was a trip back to hall, with dinner at Poulet with Cheryl Louis and Derrick! then we played this new game called Resistance (bought by Kenn) until.. 7+ in the morning? slept till 12 and had brunch at Jurong West hawker centre! the chicken porridge and yu sheng was damn filling and goooooood. sigh soon there won't be Bon and Derek around anymore so sad :(

soooo. that was my last week of holidays! school starts tomorrow lezzgo!

#365

have been pretty busy with Hall X FOC for the past week, as well as with outings and such ever since i stopped work.. well things have changed a lot but i guess change is really the only constant. i cannot expect that things will revet back to what it used to be, and now is the transition period whereby things can go either way.

for those of you who have no idea what i'm going on about, you can ask me personally.

some days i feel like shit, but some days i manage to forget about these things. i know that someday, it will all get better.