#304 the stars came out

i really have no idea why i'm feeling like this OH NOOOOOO.

highly amusing feelings of bipolarity, what is this?

anyway i hate lessons because i don't understand a single shit! people can get everything the moment prof goes through the content and they all can answer clicker questions (for FM) but i can't :'( i just press whatever Lixuan and Derrick tell me to. this is really reallyyyyy bad. and is my FM prof really that bad that the moltres guys all changed out of the class :/ oh well, they only want the best profs i guess (they changed out of.. all my classes but BLaw-.-)

okay i hope that school life gets more interesting; i plan to commit myself to more school based activities so that my life can be more fulfilling! :) truly hoping that i won't feel lazy halfway and give up :/

planning my 3 years ahead of me, and i've decided to run for JCRC this year! not sure if i'll get it or not, but hopefully i do! *fingers crossed tightly* i think it would be an awesome experience, and i would really like to meet everyone from all four blocks and do my best for Hall X!!

signed up for lots of other stuff: expressed interest for FIVE sports (i think), and bridge club for hall! i've never committed to any sports before in my school life so it's quite shocking to myself that i would even consider so many sports! but some people thought that i've always been in a sports cca hehe do i look sporty?^^ joined investment club and gourmet club toooo! i want to join ice skating but no idea where to sign up, i didn't even go to the cca booths last week actually.. both clubs that i joined were signed up for me by others oops. only signed up for NAAT club on my own but turns out that there's an interview for it and i missed both deadlines to submit the form! it's some auditing club anw so i don't even need to join it actually, signed up for fun-.-

alright, i hope that i can catch up with my studies before it's too late but at the same time i want to spend my time in hall really well! :) feeling a tingle of excitement because i can't wait to play! wishing that studies were secondary sigh but i cannot screw up my GPA in the first sem!

really thankful to my mum; she told me (in chinese) that if i really cannot handle uni studies, it's okay. at least i wouldn't be too stressed out. but my current concerns would be that i would be too chill about studies haha. total opposite.

okay gonna watch more TV because tonight's spent at home!!

i'm glad you came.

#303 some people have it all.

pardon my previous post. i was just so damn angsty that day.

i feel a little sad about some stuff that are currently occurring in my life.. but i can't seem to grasp any control over them. but thankfully hall life is still great and i really love the friends that i have in hall :) all the nonsense that stirrers come up with.. entertainment haha. IBG this week, and we had Captain's Ball yesterday! the guys are all damn good at it, and the girls too.. so proud of them because they all played so well! 50 won every match (i think) yay~ tonight's international chess but i have no clue as to how to play at all and besides, i'm at home! so i don't know how it went heh.

will be back for street soccer tomorrow though, i think :)

had only BLaw tutorial today, and i think my prof is pretty awesome (although i still don't understand lots) thank God for a few good teachers, at least. may you bless me for Accounting tutorial *fingers crossed for no accent*

okay my life is pretty much revolving around school now, that's all. and hall pageants are coming up! looking forward to supporting michy and lixuan! my pretty girlfriends from NBS and hall respectively~

okay i am feeling really stressed but not doing anything about it. really need to do something about it before i regret it.

don't you dare look out your window darlin' everything's on fire.

#302

you fucking insensitive being.

#301 start of school

first week of school flew byyyy~ 

i have a 3 day week everybody^^ but it's not so good to be T-W-TH uh, mine's T-W-F.. but i think its alright :) at least i have a long weekend every week yay.

hall life is so much fun but i think it's gonna take a toll on me if i keep it up! feeling so tired in the day, everyday but i still sleep so late every night. really need to start studying already? it seems like everyone has started already sigh. they all have textbooks, at least. i think i'm the only one who has NONE. like really, zero books. half are w michy and the other half i've gotta get from theresa sigh. 

oh and tuesdays are horrible because i have lessons from 1030-530 with only a half hour break in between which we use to walk from LT1A to LKC auditorium :/ how to survive like that without time for food??

okay i'm returning to hall on monday night and lixuan says that we are going to hall 16 to playyyy. i should stop playing and start mugging. or at least try to understand all that's being taught right now.

heading out later in the evening, and ding is flying off tomorrow nooooo so sad. hope that he'll be back with nice things for us though^^

#300 updates!!

updates!! haven't slept much for.. 7 NIGHTS ALREADY! hall camp was from wednesday to sunday night, then we stayed till monday!

honestly, hall camp was much better than i expected it to be! (: met lots of awesome people whom i am gonna be living with for the next year oh yeah~ i just hope that i will remember to bring everything i need whenever i bathe-.- forgot my towel on monday night and thankfully glenys was done already so she helped me out!

during the camp we had field games, initiation, amazing race, sentosa games, pool games, sp stuff, fright night and war games (i missed the last 3)

i thought that amazing race was damn fun! dragonboating to kick start the race (1st block gets to start first and so on) and then running around for the whole day! ran alongside lixuan who was damn fast!! she was a tracker, volleyballer and floorballer previously which explains why she can run so damn fast! amazing race was until pretty late at night and all of us were soooo tired after that.

went for NBS bash on friday after sentosa games, met xinyi and yingjun who came to support clarisse! (: xinyi is still damn retarded and she told me to call kristal tay-tay!! ahaha. zouk had terrible music so we went for supper with my OG!

before bash at Sentosa with Cheryl, Li Xuan and Jia Ler! :D

with Ying Jun and Michelle!! 

did confidence jump again during pool games and i felt like a loserrr. damn scared of the jump this time i have no idea why!! sigh. 

okay my memory of the camp is a little hazy now, probably due to the extreme lack of sleep haha.

went home to put my stuff on monday and rushed out for dental, rushed back to nap and then headed back to NTU to meet Krypto. OH OH, SOME OF US WERE GIVEN RIDES ON MOTORCYCLES! courtesy of Tian Jun and Alvin! we travelled from ADM building to Hall 14 (William's hall) and then back to Hall 10 (MY AWESOME HALL^^) it was 4am when we slept and Mich Lee called at 8 to wake us up and to ask if we were having brekkie with them.

had kaya toast for breakfast and then took bus to LKC Auditorium for NBS Welcome Day.. realised that lx was in the group next to mine and i was so tempted to join her group instead because yanrong deming and keane (Krypto people) were in that group too so lucky you know.. but i was brought back to my own group :/ but it's alright because my group has nice people too! and 4 Moltres guys, they are crazy lucky much!

oh and yesterday was some ceremony after meeting tutorial mates. went with lixuan and derrick because we wanted to get free stuff. wanted to be fashionably late but the event started late too so we were extremely sian and dozed off here and there. and most of the Krypto boys were sitting in front of us!! no idea why they all decided to go haha. wore the robe and flashed the torchlight around.. and then there was foodddd. koped popcorn and jelly for whoever were already in hall (: and met Mab too whooooo. she is such an idiot haha purposely banged into me i was like '?!?!?!' when she did it because i thought it was a random stranger!! but it was so good to see her^^

after that me and lx napped for an hour and prepped for hall bash. boring experience.. le sigh. oh and was supposed to go to butter with Krypto today but i'm not feeling well so.. gonna skip it to rest!

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it was Nick's birthday last saturday! (that's why i skipped a day of camp hehe)

met him quite late (11+) because i was so beat after 2 half days of camp + bash. went for lunch at Raffles City and tried Skinny Pizza for the first time!

pizza with veal and caramelised onion jam and mash underneath! quite yumz!

went to get movie tickets for Total Recall after lunch, and walked for abit before the movie! Total Recall was.. not bad. better that average because the ending wasn't damn lame.

headed down to Gardens By The Bay after the movie! i can't post photos because my memory stick is with Nick-.- whatever i'm posting now is from my phone only ): i didn't finish exploring yet so i shall go back soon to see again!

had dinner with his parents at Tony Roma's! damn good meal!

half garlic loaf (already a lot, i cannot imagine the full loaf)

i think i had a really fulfilling week!

so tired but i guess everything was really worth it! 

and it's my 300th post everybodehhh~ but time is flying by so quickly, especially these few weeks! had fun fun fun during camps and in between as well and all these make time fly..

i think i'm growing up too quickly :/ but on a side note, i can't wait to have more fun with my hall mates yay!