#375 series of thoughts // probably boring for you

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disclaimer: this will probably be pretty boring for you haha. so you may just skip this.

i'm stuck in class right now and thus am gonna spew out a pretty incoherent post so please forgive me.

i'm currently feeling that school is extremely draggy now.. like, there are so many other things that i can probably be doing with my life but i'm stuck in school.

haha oh well, life.

i've also come to another realisation, just now. this one's for myself only though because i guess everyone's at a different point in their life currently. i'm not really focusing everything on my studying now, and there are a few reasons for it. one of which would be due to my laziness (as usual), but there's another reason for it too.

it's a really boring lesson that i'm sitting through now, 4 hours of dreariness to be exact.

i hear thunder from outside and it'll probably rain soon.

Ben and Jerry's coming to Hall 10 later though, *excites* and the biz mag is gonna keep a few for those of us who end at 6-freaking-30.

btw i'm extremely sorry for the lack of updates on my blog, i actually have quite a lot of photos (from my I4) loaded into an untitled post and more photos that aren't on yet but i've yet to find time to word out the photos into a proper post. however, please check my Instagram out @alvinaaa_ cos i upload photos q frequently there, hehe.

confusing feelings and thoughts occur in my head on a daily basis and this accounts for my lack of focus too. thank goodness i'm only taking 3 finals this semester. otherwise i'll be soooo super screwed.

kay it's raining outside now. i can hear it.

the prof is droning on and on, i wonder how people actually pay so much attention to everything that he says.

on a random note, i am super thankful for friends who are there for me. when i'm upset i have people to turn to, and i am really extremely grateful for that. you know who you are ;) hugs to you.

and this very special friend of mine who has the same name as my roomie.. she climbed up to pass me a small gift (twice already actually) and i love her a lot for that. random small acts that put a smile on my face. she doesn't even know what made me sad but she's so encouraging about it; telling me to stay positive and to think like her (hahaha)

honestly i'm super grateful towards what i have in life now :')

funny isn't it, my thoughts have revolved around the different aspects of my life and now at 4:52PM i've felt bored/dreary/sad and now finally thankful.

am gonna learn to channel more positivity into my life and do it every single day.

done with this post now, shall attempt to listen to what Master Robert has to say.

#374 sunday morning/rain is falling

extremely lazy Sunday again hehe but that's cos i have nothing due in the coming week.. am so gonna die the next week as i have 3 quizzes!!

baked chocolate chip cookies yesterday cos i felt like it.. and they turned out pretty decent i guess. besides commenting that they were a little on the sweet side, my parents both felt that they tasted good YAYYY. am bringing a whole bunch to hall hehe so sorry to those who want to try but i'll be stuck in Pulau NTU so please make your way there if you wish to try some.

there's a public hol this coming tues.. BUT I'LL STILL BE HAVING CLASS WTH zzz this is nonsense. i'll probably leave during break cos the prof is boring :/ sigh.

k that's all from me now, haven't posted a lot of photos yet haha that'll happen in another post.

Love is a game
of tic-tac-toe,
constantly waiting
for the next x or o

-Lang Leav

#373 things will only get better

one week flew by in a flash and now recess week's over already boo :( to counter back to school blues, here's a cute photo:

it's damn cute omg haha credits to Cheryl Chiobu.

everyone, please try to inject some positivity into life because we only live life once. this is not a YOLO statement or something, but i've learnt that life will turn out the way that you want it to be, IF you want it enough. the outcomes of things are usually how you want it to be if you do it with the mindset of the wanted outcome. it's a little difficult for myself to explain this but i experienced it for my own just 2 days ago on Friday :)

if you guys are free, please take this test to see if you are an intro/extrovert:

http://www.psychologies.co.uk/self/are-you-an-introvert-or-an-extrovert.html

i thought that the description fitted rather well but it could just be my brain fitting bits of me around what was said.. hehe but i asked a few people to do it and it seems pretty accurate for them too :) fyi, i'm a public introvert and a private extrovert. 

#372 reasons why he wasn't the right guy for you

well, i'm not being the irritating whiny sort who can't get over a guy. honestly, i'm not that sort (most of the time)

i read something on Thought Catalog though, 22 Reasons He Wasn't The Right Guy For You

there was only one reason which i felt was applicable.

oh well, i guess that's life.

22. He wasn’t a bad guy. He was actually a decent guy that you were reasonably attracted to and got along with well enough. But something was missing or as luck would have it, the stars were just not aligned at the time. Everything happens for a reason. And sometimes that’s the only closure life can give you.

am home on a thursday night and am feeling so bored and kind of lost sigh. not sure why this is so.