#314

the guilt is back. damn.

but guess what, the smart me has left my FM notes in kenn's room. not all my notes though, but the ones that i haven't done the tutorials for + my tutorials themselves too. 

timetable for sem 2 is out, and it seems like all my tutors are pretty crappy. not even a single good one; at least last sem there was Dennis Ong :/ SIGH. 

town tomorrow, i need to be happier and stay positive! may there be enlightenment for me.

God is good :)

#313 temporary freedom

3 consecutive papers down, and the feeling is beyond awesome.

can't freaking wait for next thursday to be over man seriously! Legoland on friday YAY :)

watching shows and Xfactor without any guilt at all now, loving this feeling of being at home doing things that i like~

my papers were overall not very good, but i shall just not think so much since i can't do anything about them right?

caught Ah Boys to Men after the paper at Jurong Point's GV with Bon Derrick Kenn and Wilson! the movie was quite funny hahaha. Wilson was re-watching it actually, cos JP didn't show Argo which he wanted to watch. saw other NBS people there too; Shernise and her tutorial group mates! Wilson is such an awesome guy, he sent us home after the movie :) (but his sense of direction is........ hahaha. we searched so long for his car on B1 when it was parked at B2 hahaha we were so puzzled cos it was parked quite near to the entrance but we couldn't find it even with the sensor thingy)

gonna go back to hall on Sunday and mug for FM!! slack night tonight though~ and probably tomorrow and Saturday too hehe.

important point to note:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY~~ 

best mum ever. enough said.

#312 first semester DOWN!

i'm getting the pre-exams jitters, and they are worse than ever before in my entire life. i feel like i've just stepped into NBS only, and its gonna be finals in.. less than 1 and a half weeks!

seriously, where did all the time in the world fly off to? and i'm so sad because my results have been so dismal and its seriously depressing when everyone else is doing well, because everything is counted to the final grade.

i need to do well for finals, and this is so absolutely important! :( i don't want to screw up my life at this juncture, as this is really not worth it at all.

but.. all hope for accounting seems to be lost, as i got a B for my project and failed my mid-terms.. 30% gone just like that already :/

i just hope that everything will turn out to be okay now :'(

okay, depressing thoughts aside.

this semester has turned out to be so damn awesome because of hall life and other people that i got to know through different project groups etc :)

life in hall is so fun, with all the late nights 'studying' and bridging and basically just talking to all these awesome people. i can't ask for anything more than this already :')

and anddd. IT group just finished our project the day before submission because our presentation was so late. but i think we did a good job, my group members rock!! too bad we didn't take a group photo though. i only have one with annabel :/ need to meet them after finals!! for accounting group, i'm sad to say that i didn't get close to my members except for kathleen.. she's my accounting buddy! haha.

can't wait for the fun that awaits me after finals! need to motivate myself to study hard this coming week! :X

it seems like Alevels all over again, only much more difficult this time!! let's work hard together everyone!