rant alert? i don't feel happy.
well it kind of feels like its aft Os alr, and we had great brainstorming abt whr to head to on friday so nth shld ruin our plans, seriously. i'm in kind of a bad mood now & for what reasons exactly, i don't know. wow. haha maybe watching gossip girl puts me in such a mood? oh well, doubt so; i didn't feel like this yesterday.
somehow, i always feel tht someone is just not telling th whole truth. manzxz GG influenced me to think like tht, for a bit, as so many may be superficial only. & it potrays tht many things can happen without your knowing. i feel like i'm doing lit on GG due to th inference. well, but it is true in a way or another, tht some things tht i think may be true. and i'll never know, as nobody will ever tell me. I KNOW I SOUND STUPID BUT DON'T BLAME ME. i just feel like this now. i wna ask questions, but apparently whenever i think of these questions, it always wouldn't be th right time to ask. oh, whatever.
perhaps life is just like tht? leaving many questions for us human beings who are supposedly more intelligent creatures to ponder on, but also waste our time wondering about many unimportant stuffs when we should be focusing on other things. or maybe, just maybe, th world is for us to feel mystified about, as tht is th purpose of us coming into this world; to leave just as empty as we entered it when we were born.
okay enough of rants, really sorry if you don't like it.
i shall post normally.
tdy we had elit & bio p2. what can i say? i thought tht bio was fairly doable, but as for lit.. our teachers didn't manage to spot th questions, but it was alright. at least th question allowed us to use th stuffs tht we studied for. then during th 4-hours-or-so break tht we had between th papers, we were at th library. euge & i couldn't resist going over to th shelves to browse, & i actually got this interesting read tht she passed to me, but before i could even finish th intro, tht funny girl told me to go back to study. what a letdown haha.
went down to 85 for lunch with th clique, & apparently th curry rice shifted to behind and we didn't realise until we bought noodles. oh well, tht was alright, i suppose. at least we know where it is now. had ah-balling too yeah.
aft bio, it was home. & i've on th comp for so long, it really feels like exams are over.
I FEEL REALLY EXCITED ABOUT FRIDAY. IT BETTER BE A BLAST.
or else i'll feel like how i'm feeling now again.
you know you love me, XOXO