#155 no.

look @ th 2 cute boys aww miss them so much wish they could come over soon :)

i really shouldn't be here right now yknow:/

ah, i swear life's been a bitch but i just gotta live with it huh. days are counting down, one by one. there's so much to do but so little time!

i wish i was a vampire-.- NO NEED TO SLEEP=TONS OF TIME FOR OTHER STUFFS! (right elis hahaha though you prob won't even see this!)

screw that hubit. irritating crap sia, whats with th rejecting of everyth tht we've produced? you just throw it back at us without telling us much about how we can actually improve on it and expect us to magically know. great job man i seriously wonder how your previous classes did..

i'm so tired now.............

GOTTA BUCK UP! FINISH EOM!
finish econs case study+ essay outlines.
vectors FOUR:(
ionic eqm tut/assignment+ alkanes.

start on revision too okay i really have to buck up now!
anyone who sees this please try and help to push me to do better okay? i can't afford to slack anymore!!

but its alright (NOT) because i lovehate the way you lie.

#154 fail.

everyone else seems so much more accomplished than me. MUCH much more, i swear.
fuck my life ttm.

#153 EFFED UP.

damn sian tdy, seriously. FML. i feel so damn bad abt my whole life now you know? WTS am i doing with it? fuck man.

then now.. nobody seems to care. i don't think anyone took me seriously.

screw eom. how th hell am i supposed to get it done?

i wish there were happy pills. just like how sleeping pills get people to fall asleep. COS MY LIFE IS FUCKED.
and i guess tht you're not thinking of me at all.

#152 AHHH/ IT'S OVERRR!

zomg was supposed to wake up at 8 AND START STUDYING CHEM (i don't know a shit abt chem bonding damn terrible at it too failed th last test like *!@% alr) but i got distracted by OTHER STUFFS when i wanted to log on to IVLE & now i'm here blogging, aft my latest distraction. huge distraction, SWEAR i'm never ever gna fall for tht distraction again, during times when i need my focus

I NEED TO STUDY NOWWWW~ chem bonding redox gases at least! NOW NOW NOW! 1 hour left before i need to prepare (lunch, bathe, slack--again)

BYE. i hate wasting time thinking abt useless stuffs.

[ADD ON, ITS 11.04PM NOW]

okay, chem's over WTS I SHALL STOP THINKING ABT IT COS I KNOW I FAILED THe PAPER ALR thr's this chance tht i might just get 0 for th paper i am perfectly serious i think only jinni knows how it feels like. sigh, depressing ttm.

then we tried to celebrate lynny's birthday, dumb sia haha shld have snapped a photo of her look DAMN EPIC teehee she was so blur/shocked!:D hee.

'oh, no wonder you had to see doctor. no wonder you had tuition. no wonder you had cramps.' HAHAHA.

damn, i know its aft exams alr but seriously i shldn't be wasting my time doing that.

i hate myself sometimes, seriously. i just make myself upset:/

i wish you can hold me now, make me feel like i'm the most important in th whole wide world.
i wish someone understands me.