#135 can you meet me halfway.

sinful.. but i like! haha.

supposed to be looking/thinking of a topic for PI but i can't think of anyth good to do! sigh i'm so damn screwed. finished GP essay only, didn't even do th last part of econs case study. I'M SO SLEEPY & LAZY NOW! shall go sleep soon alr i have a rough concept on what i wna do, but i have no idea if i can pull it off or not:/

went to Mad Jack with nick for dinner tdy, didn't think it was awesome haha. met nia jo jem at macs! talked for awhile, and awhile more with nia at subway:D did GP essay thr then, while nick did his chem assignment heh. felt quite accomplished, at least i finished a (almost) two page long essay YAY.

oh, abt th bio test tdy? i totally screwed it:D thank goodness i didn't waste so much time studying! though i know i can do better if i actually did study; i'm only regretting tht everyone will do much better than me, that's all.

i'm lovin' everyday, when i get to meet you ♥

trying to make the best out of everyday;

#134 procrastination.

love love(:

hahaha i'm a damn bad student zz completed 2 questions of summation for th whole entire night only! q1 & 3. WOW. screw it lah i need to catch up like mad tmr, seriously! summation extra prac, econs essay (th hols one, surprisingly i did th other one alr!) i need to rush everyth out & feel a sense of relieve, only to face th endless tutorials yet again. damn looking forward to thurs, movie marathon!!! long weekend mah, i like(:

I WANT MY EASTER EGGS! hee. (hint:D)

oh damn i've still not watched GG yet its loaded for so long alr.. ahh i'm gna have to watch this wkend! wonder if i'll have time to relax, what with tests plus th resolution of getting myself motivated to study.

blah.

i have to convert to be a mugger: PROMOTE!

sleepy, its so late once again i'm totally wasting my time when i actually can be doing more math-.- i realise i'm lousy and stupid, can't do a shit in math i'll just fail again next test:/

okay random blabbers in this post, i shall stop th random trains of thoughts from entering haha. well i need to clarify sth soon. hmm. okay actually it depends.

last point: sometimes i feel really lonely:/

goodnight!

#133 child like dreams.

JC life's really tiring, gotta do so much stuffs every day and th stuffs tht i owe just pile up higher and higher.. i wonder who even reads my blog these days; my tagboard's dead:/ i'm just typing words out in this box whenever i click on 'new post'.

just finished th bio quiz and survey thingy, need to go on to econs essayS (damn) and also math extra practice i'm flunking every test at this rate i'll just be retained alr. don't tell tht it's gonna turn out fine, cos i know at th pace i'm going i'm really not going to do well so i need to buck up and not be so tired and lethargic everyday. it's tough, but JC life's like tht right? once again, i need to find motivation (which i'm clearly lacking, lots) these days i keep thinking abt how good life wld be if i was a poly kid instead! haha i'll think tht life is boring, and waking up at noon everyday is part of life-.-

stupid post, i sound like a nerd emo kid gosh.

but then again, i wish i cld be a kid again!

shall try to enjoy my life as it goes along? some parts are good, but i really hate th setbacks they make me feel terrible. nvm, i can be strong. jiayou jiayou, go go alvina!(:

i shld be with them now eh? but looking at th bright side since i'm not, i don't miss out on schl! but when i went to send off AH, i really missed th feeling of travelling; since Olomouc, and it gave me a wrenching sensation in my gut knowing tht i cld be feeling th same actually. BUT, NO REGRETSSSSS! or else i'll just be wallowing in self pity:/

i wish i could fly, and tht my dreams will come true.

but i gave up wishing long ago,
& the child-like innocence never returns thereafter.

#132 BE HAPPY.

i wrote for th self vision thing tdy, tht i want to be happy; optimistic. well, i'm trying hard to but i'm really dreading tmr for more than one reasons. shld i go for morning assembly? sigh. tht's th part i'm least looking forward to but it'll start my day. whether or not my day will be good depends on it i guess? SBJ tmr also i think hahaha i'll just jump 1 metre i think-.-

AHS & MJ are both flying off tmr! haha different flights though: SQ, which thr's no need to transit; and fly emirates which they need to transit at Dubai heh. good luck to them yeah have funnnnn! nia better get nice stuffs for me hee:D

i thought tht tdy wasn't tht good.. ahh nvm. some stuffs can't be mentioned (read: sensitive) but i really don't think anyone who i can tell understand. i told you just now, i think you don't care cos.. hmm. i'm thinking of sth really negative shall stop thinking tht way.

with a smile on my face.