these 2 days i've been pretty lost and confused abt courses and all, but i guess it's normal right since i don't know anything abt basically every single university. found out so many things and thus it feels rly overwhelming. i've kind of set my mind on what to sign up for alr, but i'm still struggling abt an issue.. there's this internal debate tht both me and nick are going through and we both know what the mature thing to do is but we don't want to. childish right-.-
so i guess i'm gonna give myself one week to fully find out abt all information tht i'm supp to dig out, and hopefully make a wise decision.
wish me luck, if you do read.
i feel that it is so different for us, somehow. it's kind of an on/off thing, and i've decided that i don't like it at all. this emotional burden is making me feel so damn uncomfortable whenever i'm alone at home thinking about it..