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i'm feeling really depressed today. felt this way on monday too. monday was good though: shopping with Xint! i got a free haircut at Toni & Guy (Academy) from Shaun! apparently he 'double layered' my hair (just found out today) good buys on monday but something was so dirty- and that's why i was so depressed because even though it seems like such a small issue, it was huge to me. thankfully i managed to change it the next day(:
tues was hanging out with my mum and wed was a day for myself. love it. i need more days to myself when i can just do anything i want. today was Groupon hair treatment with Jinni, and then window shopping (we didn't buy anything because there isn't anything nice)
i feel so utterly rejected now. okay, actually it's pretty good because it's really difficult (for me because i'm that dumb) to teach both secondary 4 pure bio & chem, but she doesn't want tuition anymore! she's smart and knows her stuff, but just lacked confidence. i hope she'll be able to do well, but because of her i feel so lousy right now )':
starting work at Braun Buffel soon i think. not working much every week but at least some cash coming in even though pay isn't that good too.
i need to change my perspective on my life. i need to learn to look forward. i know i've been saying this since a million years ago but i've yet to become the optimistic and cheerful person that i want to be. i think i used to be a happier person. what happened.
LKCSP interview next wednesday. i have no idea why i'm even shortlisted for this; i didn't apply for this/double degree programme. shall just go for it and who knows it may turn out to be a good thing(:
driving tomorrow, and probably meeting Nick also? hope he books out early. i really reallyyyyy need something good to perk me up right now.
am so thankful for my supportive mum.
and i suddenly miss the Nutellas A WHOLE LOT.