angsty post last night, i couldn't help it.
i look terrible today and my interview's later in the afternoon i want to sleep but i'm at work so i can't. thank goodness there isn't a test or something, but i am having difficulty expressing myself coherently so i think i will screw up the interview but i really hope that i would not.
seriously somehow life wants to screw me up so bad. i feel extremely foul today i have no idea what will make me happier. thankfully i made myself a tasty salad for today nice food never fails to make me feel better but now that my salad is all gone i'm sinking back into my pool of despair, once again.
i wish i wasn't that emotional. i wish i could be stronger and control my feelings better so that people will not affect me so much. and i wish i had better complexion. today its worse than ever i should just dig a hole and hide in it forever. i look terrible. in urgent need of a mask when i get home.
we are going to stay in singapore. GREAT.