SIGH. sth's got me pretty sad.. but nobody knows why. i just think too much i guess, but nobody can tell uh so i guess it doesn't really matter.
today, it felt good after school. i stopped thinking so much. but th thoughts just like to keep flooding back to me FML. feeling like this really sucks. rant rant rant i hate myself for complaining so muchhh.
i wish i could always be th happy girl tht i seem to be usually.
oh well. and, on a side note, I'M FAT. ginormous, to be exact. i feel so FAT FAT FAT tdy's a 'alvina's a fat and ugly and horrible person' day.
i feel sad :(
i'm an anti-social freak. sorry for not replying. although probably no one tht i text would even see this.
i'm just hoping tht things go well this week. and forever. let's go sleep now. goodnight world. i really hope tht tmr will be a better day. i have to go to God now, i've not been to Him for too long.
but you put on quite a show, really had me going.