Tuesday, October 12, 2010

#157 sealed.


think i posted this before somewhere down there in one of th posts before uh. but i can't help it I REALLY NEED ONE.

feel like my life's screwed up alr. all thanks to promos.

everyone's relieved that they've passed subjects here there and everywhere, or at least S huh. i've gotten back 2 subjects: 1 S 1 U. FML ttm i swear i feel so demoralised now and although i really didn't want to *** in class, i couldn't help but *** in class :(

great willpower right. disappeared to th secluded bench area just at th corner of th class. called elis to *** somemore omggg. can't stand myself zz.

well, also got laptop case tdy, pretty! haha not as nice as th jap one uh but i'm happy :)

but i think i'm an idiot, left my bottle at 77th street counter when i was trying th case thr zomg-.- felt so embarrassed when i had to go back to get it!

life pretty much sucks alot for me now, and thr's cca + lots of pw periods tmr YAY. sigh th internet's not helping me AT ALL why can't i find any stats on vending machines in SG? :/ no stats, how to give evidence to th rabbit zz.

i want to keep my 4H2s. i promise to work hard, God.
i pray for peace in all my friends, and for myself too.
Amen.

i really need to learn to control my emotions more. i'm such a loser right. can't get myself to be optimistic anymore. i'm letting my parents down. so so very much.

i should just disappear.