zomg was supposed to wake up at 8 AND START STUDYING CHEM (i don't know a shit abt chem bonding damn terrible at it too failed th last test like *!@% alr) but i got distracted by OTHER STUFFS when i wanted to log on to IVLE & now i'm here blogging, aft my latest distraction. huge distraction, SWEAR i'm never ever gna fall for tht distraction again, during times when i need my focus
I NEED TO STUDY NOWWWW~ chem bonding redox gases at least! NOW NOW NOW! 1 hour left before i need to prepare (lunch, bathe, slack--again)
BYE. i hate wasting time thinking abt useless stuffs.
[ADD ON, ITS 11.04PM NOW]
okay, chem's over WTS I SHALL STOP THINKING ABT IT COS I KNOW I FAILED THe PAPER ALR thr's this chance tht i might just get 0 for th paper i am perfectly serious i think only jinni knows how it feels like. sigh, depressing ttm.
then we tried to celebrate lynny's birthday, dumb sia haha shld have snapped a photo of her look DAMN EPIC teehee she was so blur/shocked!:D hee.
'oh, no wonder you had to see doctor. no wonder you had tuition. no wonder you had cramps.' HAHAHA.
damn, i know its aft exams alr but seriously i shldn't be wasting my time doing that.
i hate myself sometimes, seriously. i just make myself upset:/
i wish you can hold me now, make me feel like i'm the most important in th whole wide world.
i wish someone understands me.