PRONTO.
wts. i feel pretty terrible now, my life's so screwed up:/ haven't studied for mids, how can i even pass anyth? crap lah one of my stupid emotions-run-wild moment, again. watching tv/using fb/playing neopets now, WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE~ i'm completely screwing it up lah aft this i shall turn off th comp till 11plus when i need to do sth alright. sigh.
but th tv's so distracting. turn it off? but i wna watch:/ no self-discipline, i know.
i wna eat sth nice again. zomg i'm like a fat pig alr but i've still got endless cravings which i succumb to. crap sia how am i ever going to lose weight?? i wna lose weight so badly yknow:/ but i'm having hunger pangs now. aft reading ella enchanted (again), i swear, thr's this curse placed on me: when i'm hungry i feel dizzy & stuffs and i'll only feel normal aft i eat! hahaha. as in my dizzy is more serious kind lah, blah.
and that was the day that I promised i'd never sing of love if it does not exist.
somehow, it seems really different.
do i love you too much? i wonder if you love me as much.
but th tv's so distracting. turn it off? but i wna watch:/ no self-discipline, i know.
i wna eat sth nice again. zomg i'm like a fat pig alr but i've still got endless cravings which i succumb to. crap sia how am i ever going to lose weight?? i wna lose weight so badly yknow:/ but i'm having hunger pangs now. aft reading ella enchanted (again), i swear, thr's this curse placed on me: when i'm hungry i feel dizzy & stuffs and i'll only feel normal aft i eat! hahaha. as in my dizzy is more serious kind lah, blah.
and that was the day that I promised i'd never sing of love if it does not exist.
somehow, it seems really different.
do i love you too much? i wonder if you love me as much.