hoping tht you're having an awesome time right now :)love love love-d th surprise tdy, and tht my job was so bloody slack! think tdy they would have earned very little, but i got to stand thr doing practically nothing and sms-ing people haha. worked for five hours tdy, and just slightly before my shift ended nick came! i got a little bit startled, actually. but love him:D hee, he bought a slice of cake and sat thr to eat, then my shift ended and H told me to sit with him yay. thanks for th sherbets tooooooo; sunday!♥
rant time; stop here. confessions:
i don't know why i'm feeling this, but i feel really happy when i'm gna go out with you guys. though at the last min at times, someone will make me feel as if he/she doesn't care whether he/she comes with us or not and tht we're of not much importance or sth. i know this probably is a misunderstanding and stuffs but i just can't help but feel tht way. i feel tht you guys are super important to me, but do you all feel th same way? to me, it's a no. why can't persuasion just be done? it's like (i think) gna be th first and last time we're gna have fun tgt like this, so why can't things just go well for us? at least put in th effort and try to make things go well right. th words you used were just so.. definite. like you can't do anyth abt it when you actually can.
in case pei is reading this, i'm not talking abt you okay, and i wasn't angry with you in th first place:D
okay, tmr's th chalet and i really hope things go well. prolly gna meet eugenia first.. YAY! then aft tht i'll go to dte to meet th rest of them. i don't feel excited anymore; i'm afraid sth else will screw up. i just hope tht everyth will be fine.
miss me for th next few days! (unless i have time to blog tmr morning)