#024

eh wth happened to my gibberbox why can't i see it :/ someone tell me pleaseeeee. shld i just change my tagboard or sth-.- but i seriously think th smileys super cute ahh.

anw peiyun's at my hse nw. we baked hee. quite funny lo. esp th first tray! looked like a bomb exploded in th tray or sth hahaha. but th taste is rather nice yep. feeling super stuffed now, although i didn't eat proper meal. cos kept eatingtrying th brownies to see if th taste is okay. hee i like th colourful thingyyyyy! peiyun say look like party thingy O.O

i'm becoming a bridge addict :X

#023 oh well.

hmm emath ss english back tdy. obviously not up to standards: two out of three.

shall not think too much abt it. i'll really try not to. can't blame anyone but myself for these horrendous results. no use crying over spilled milk eh? but i still do despite th understanding of this particular phrase. on th brighter side, at least i might not be in triple s.

tdy's chaichin's birthday yeah. happy birthday dear :D

collated nominations results tdy, shall interview on tuesday heehee. quite fun i wld think. asking some of th comm to sit in! then dropped by choir for awhile to hear mr tan talk abit. it was quite weird, feeling th seniority at its maximum for th first time, as we went in late & left like aft a short while to go to long john's! ate thr with th girls, had quite a long chat abt muggers in bird's class & jc dsa & other stuffs. walked ard abit aft tht, then left for home. with ice kachang heh :D peixuan bought ice jelly, & she submitted th thingy for class tee heh!

oh, and aft knowing abt all th damn zai ppl in bird's class & fishy's class, i feel like some stupid person lah -.-

thr's choir tmr. reach from 10 onwards hahaha. at least i get to slp in a little bit hee.



cute right. CINAMMOROLL so cute rightttt.

i wish someone cld save me now.

#022 disappointed

i know i shldn't feel this way, cos i didn't work hard.

but you know, thr's always this tinge of hope. this small little whiff of wishful thinking, tht i might get good results, or at th very least acceptable ones. its just like what peixuan says yeah. but no, often reality clashes with what i think inside my head. & i end up feeling as though i've been living in my own world all by myself for all these time. lovely thoughts, terrible realism.

i hope for a better tmr. tdy hasn't been a good day for me. but at least i ran quite abit, & it seems as if i've grew taller too. and maybe lost a little weight. [i know i'm still fat lah-.-] other than tht, tdy sucks.

american idol now. dumb qianyu told me who won alr though, this morning xD
COOOOOOOL HEE :D

falling hard.

#021

i know i have to. but i just can't. not now.

gosh what is wrong with me? :/ thr's just so much tht i am supposed to do. not in terms of studying blah alright. those, i know, are my responsibilities. but thr's some other stuffs tht i have to do, & i swear i'll get them done. really. for example, _. tht's impt to me, really impt. cos she is. & i doubt she even knows i'm talking abt her, cos she doesn't even know abt th existence of this blog now. remembering all th times, one of th most memorable being th day aft sec2 exams. it was rather hilarious & interesting, but i think i was plain STUPID in handling things alright. she was th one really thr for me, and i nv appreciated it properly. i hope it's not too late.

upsetting stuffs. my brain JUST has to go dig all these up & throw them straight at me. & i really don't know how to handle it now.

i made a promise to myself. one tht's really hard to keep.