i know i shldn't feel this way, cos i didn't work hard.
but you know, thr's always this tinge of hope. this small little whiff of wishful thinking, tht i might get good results, or at th very least acceptable ones. its just like what peixuan says yeah. but no, often reality clashes with what i think inside my head. & i end up feeling as though i've been living in my own world all by myself for all these time. lovely thoughts, terrible realism.
i hope for a better tmr. tdy hasn't been a good day for me. but at least i ran quite abit, & it seems as if i've grew taller too. and maybe lost a little weight. [i know i'm still fat lah-.-] other than tht, tdy sucks.
american idol now. dumb qianyu told me who won alr though, this morning xD
COOOOOOOL HEE :D
falling hard.