gosh what is wrong with me? :/ thr's just so much tht i am supposed to do. not in terms of studying blah alright. those, i know, are my responsibilities. but thr's some other stuffs tht i have to do, & i swear i'll get them done. really. for example, _. tht's impt to me, really impt. cos she is. & i doubt she even knows i'm talking abt her, cos she doesn't even know abt th existence of this blog now. remembering all th times, one of th most memorable being th day aft sec2 exams. it was rather hilarious & interesting, but i think i was plain STUPID in handling things alright. she was th one really thr for me, and i nv appreciated it properly. i hope it's not too late.
upsetting stuffs. my brain JUST has to go dig all these up & throw them straight at me. & i really don't know how to handle it now.
i made a promise to myself. one tht's really hard to keep.