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disclaimer: this will probably be pretty boring for you haha. so you may just skip this.
i'm stuck in class right now and thus am gonna spew out a pretty incoherent post so please forgive me.
i'm currently feeling that school is extremely draggy now.. like, there are so many other things that i can probably be doing with my life but i'm stuck in school.
haha oh well, life.
i've also come to another realisation, just now. this one's for myself only though because i guess everyone's at a different point in their life currently. i'm not really focusing everything on my studying now, and there are a few reasons for it. one of which would be due to my laziness (as usual), but there's another reason for it too.
it's a really boring lesson that i'm sitting through now, 4 hours of dreariness to be exact.
i hear thunder from outside and it'll probably rain soon.
Ben and Jerry's coming to Hall 10 later though, *excites* and the biz mag is gonna keep a few for those of us who end at 6-freaking-30.
btw i'm extremely sorry for the lack of updates on my blog, i actually have quite a lot of photos (from my I4) loaded into an untitled post and more photos that aren't on yet but i've yet to find time to word out the photos into a proper post. however, please check my Instagram out @alvinaaa_ cos i upload photos q frequently there, hehe.
confusing feelings and thoughts occur in my head on a daily basis and this accounts for my lack of focus too. thank goodness i'm only taking 3 finals this semester. otherwise i'll be soooo super screwed.
kay it's raining outside now. i can hear it.
on a random note, i am super thankful for friends who are there for me. when i'm upset i have people to turn to, and i am really extremely grateful for that. you know who you are ;) hugs to you.
and this very special friend of mine who has the same name as my roomie.. she climbed up to pass me a small gift (twice already actually) and i love her a lot for that. random small acts that put a smile on my face. she doesn't even know what made me sad but she's so encouraging about it; telling me to stay positive and to think like her (hahaha)
honestly i'm super grateful towards what i have in life now :')
funny isn't it, my thoughts have revolved around the different aspects of my life and now at 4:52PM i've felt bored/dreary/sad and now finally thankful.
am gonna learn to channel more positivity into my life and do it every single day.
done with this post now, shall attempt to listen to what Master Robert has to say.