'Smile even though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by'
-Charlie Chaplin
and i've seen through this bunch of people. with their fake smiles and big talks, they are of no help when it is needed at the most crucial point. support, help? what support? what help? you guys come at me, 4 against 1, but when it comes to helping when i/others need it, you guys shun away. it's appalling that you guys do it so blatantly, without even bothering to come up with an excuse.
i can't do anything about it, honestly. am at a very very weak position right now so all i can do is.. nothing.
today was spent at home, and the entire day flew past me. couldn't even finish one tutorial because i really didn't know how to do it.. i can't wait for all these shit to be over so that i can fly to bkk to shop/play/chill with a bunch of wonderful people :) and also, i really need to get a job! my bank account will be so empty after the trip, sigh.