this week's a pretty slack one, which explains why I haven't been doing work since last week ended.. or specifically, after OB assignment was submitted in the wee hours of Thursday.
sigh.
it seems like i'm not doing enough no matter what. it got so serious to the extent of an official warning? i have no idea what happened, that it all became so serious.. i guess it's the perspectives of others? but anyways i guess i just have to step up a lot more and be more vocal i guess? hopefully things wouldn't get out of hand because i'm so afraid that i'll get screwed over even after contributing to the hall..
this has been swimming in my mind everyday right now :(