my life seems pointless now, i feel like i have nth much to live for. maybe its just the way JC life is making me feel? i really don't know uh.
and some stuff just make me feel so damn disappointed. like, i had hope tht it won't happen uh. but it did again anw-.- and what someone told me is so true. idk why you're even doing this. it seems like you are just one B who wants to act mysterious. i guess next time i'll just take it tht anyth you say is fake and its pointless for me to even ask cos it's probably lies. irony, huh. you knew tht it would hurt me but you still initiated anw, bitch.
whatever. i feel so so so dead today although i've slept so much since ytd till tdy. why?
i need to focus on my priorities and not g.a.f. about other things tht will make me upset although i know i'll still get affected in the end.. why do i have so many issues. i feel like i'm fat like a pig now too cos i keep eating whenever i feel upset. it's not to the extent of binging or anyth close uh, but its enough to make me fat.
i need a good distraction, sth tht will make me take my mind off anyth and everyth tht's troubling me.
and there are some things tht people will never know, ever.
i feel like i'm an angsty teen against the world.