try as i might, i still feel it. even on today when i'm supposed to study :(
5 hours to bed and i still can't get rid of unwanted thoughts! i only feel tht i'm lousier than them. i'm not gna bother you by telling you all of these alr i'm just gna post it here and if you read it.. well i very much doubt you would bother to.
GP TMR F. i'm so not prepared for mbts. probably gna get into every single SRP tht's available for me..
am i being stupid? but i keep feeling tht this is very real and i'm always going to be at th losing end.. they are just prettier and very much smarter than me fts.
let it be? :/