JC life's really tiring, gotta do so much stuffs every day and th stuffs tht i owe just pile up higher and higher.. i wonder who even reads my blog these days; my tagboard's dead:/ i'm just typing words out in this box whenever i click on 'new post'.just finished th bio quiz and survey thingy, need to go on to econs essayS (damn) and also math extra practice i'm flunking every test at this rate i'll just be retained alr. don't tell tht it's gonna turn out fine, cos i know at th pace i'm going i'm really not going to do well so i need to buck up and not be so tired and lethargic everyday. it's tough, but JC life's like tht right? once again, i need to find motivation (which i'm clearly lacking, lots) these days i keep thinking abt how good life wld be if i was a poly kid instead! haha i'll think tht life is boring, and waking up at noon everyday is part of life-.-
stupid post, i sound like a nerd emo kid gosh.
but then again, i wish i cld be a kid again!
shall try to enjoy my life as it goes along? some parts are good, but i really hate th setbacks they make me feel terrible. nvm, i can be strong. jiayou jiayou, go go alvina!(:
i shld be with them now eh? but looking at th bright side since i'm not, i don't miss out on schl! but when i went to send off AH, i really missed th feeling of travelling; since Olomouc, and it gave me a wrenching sensation in my gut knowing tht i cld be feeling th same actually. BUT, NO REGRETSSSSS! or else i'll just be wallowing in self pity:/
i wish i could fly, and tht my dreams will come true.
but i gave up wishing long ago,
& the child-like innocence never returns thereafter.