#232 photos!

from timbre last thurs! super blurry/dark oops. i'm waiting for the bus its taking so long so decided to upload!^^ shall blog a proper post tnight!

#231 I WANT..

TO GO OVERSEAS!! seriously. but somehow both my plans seem to be going nowhere i want a plan to be set in stone soonz so tht i'll have sth to look forward to!

am so tempted to quit my job and find some f&b one nearer (Alix asked me to go back to Bakerzin when i passed by tht day) tht can allow me to wake up at 9, earliest! but i need more money and though this current job doesn't pay that much at least it allows me to pass time w money rolling in haha. but i seriously HATE the travelling :(

I NEED MY ISETAN PAY. so that i can go shopping^^ i need new clothes!! gna be 'sick' on fri and just not go to work so tht i can sleep in.. actually it depends. if nick is not booking out on thurs night no point taking leave haha might as well earn one more day's pay right? work is so boringgg though only when i'm asked to do slightly challenging tasks then i would be more awake.

oh btw last wk's dinner w jana zj putz was funnn! :) haha finally saw them aft such a long time, but we didn't take any photos!!! oh mannn. thurs night was timbre w pei xint euge cheryl! haha we took photos but mostly they came out blurry and dark. shall upload using my phone in the next post or sth :)

my life is extremely boring now,

I RLY WNA GO OVERSEAS.

#230 differences

these 2 days i've been pretty lost and confused abt courses and all, but i guess it's normal right since i don't know anything abt basically every single university. found out so many things and thus it feels rly overwhelming. i've kind of set my mind on what to sign up for alr, but i'm still struggling abt an issue.. there's this internal debate tht both me and nick are going through and we both know what the mature thing to do is but we don't want to. childish right-.-

so i guess i'm gonna give myself one week to fully find out abt all information tht i'm supp to dig out, and hopefully make a wise decision.

wish me luck, if you do read.

i feel that it is so different for us, somehow. it's kind of an on/off thing, and i've decided that i don't like it at all. this emotional burden is making me feel so damn uncomfortable whenever i'm alone at home thinking about it..

#229 praise the Lord

amen.

i cannot be more thankful for my results. it came as such a huge surprise that i highly suspect that cambridge accidentally swapped my papers w someone else's.

but anw, seriously, i have major exams luck. i am confirmed the luckiest person in mjc! everyone (i really mean every single person: teachers+friends) was so shocked that i did this well, never expected it at all. i have been at the bottom of my class for these two yearsss. happy for nick too^^

this past week was great cos i went out every night and it was fun fun fun. although i'm rly broke now, i still think its worth the fun :)

shall blog abt the outings again.