i really have no idea why i'm feeling like this OH NOOOOOO.
highly amusing feelings of bipolarity, what is this?
anyway i hate lessons because i don't understand a single shit! people can get everything the moment prof goes through the content and they all can answer clicker questions (for FM) but i can't :'( i just press whatever Lixuan and Derrick tell me to. this is really reallyyyyy bad. and is my FM prof really that bad that the moltres guys all changed out of the class :/ oh well, they only want the best profs i guess (they changed out of.. all my classes but BLaw-.-)
okay i hope that school life gets more interesting; i plan to commit myself to more school based activities so that my life can be more fulfilling! :) truly hoping that i won't feel lazy halfway and give up :/
planning my 3 years ahead of me, and i've decided to run for JCRC this year! not sure if i'll get it or not, but hopefully i do! *fingers crossed tightly* i think it would be an awesome experience, and i would really like to meet everyone from all four blocks and do my best for Hall X!!
signed up for lots of other stuff: expressed interest for FIVE sports (i think), and bridge club for hall! i've never committed to any sports before in my school life so it's quite shocking to myself that i would even consider so many sports! but some people thought that i've always been in a sports cca hehe do i look sporty?^^ joined investment club and gourmet club toooo! i want to join ice skating but no idea where to sign up, i didn't even go to the cca booths last week actually.. both clubs that i joined were signed up for me by others oops. only signed up for NAAT club on my own but turns out that there's an interview for it and i missed both deadlines to submit the form! it's some auditing club anw so i don't even need to join it actually, signed up for fun-.-
alright, i hope that i can catch up with my studies before it's too late but at the same time i want to spend my time in hall really well! :) feeling a tingle of excitement because i can't wait to play! wishing that studies were secondary sigh but i cannot screw up my GPA in the first sem!
really thankful to my mum; she told me (in chinese) that if i really cannot handle uni studies, it's okay. at least i wouldn't be too stressed out. but my current concerns would be that i would be too chill about studies haha. total opposite.
okay gonna watch more TV because tonight's spent at home!!
i'm glad you came.