#367 bored.

i'm reallyyyy bored in hall now i think imma take a nap again haha. late nights haven't been doing my complexion any good at all sigh. since saturday night, we have been sleeping at 4+ (earliest) every night!!!

week 2 absolutely cannot be like that anymore sigh :(

Colour Run this saturday!! i haven't ran for like a month though, haha.

this post is just full of random thoughts and ramblings as i'm waiting for Bao's clothes to be done in the dryer before helping her to take them out..

recently finished watching Glee Season 4, and they have an original song for regionals!! :) haha i love Marleyyyy~

[Marley]
I can't stay here,
I am not the girl who runs and hides

Afraid of what could be and

I will go there
I need time but know
that things are always closer than they seem
Now I'll do more than dream.

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm gonna fly,
gonna crash right through the sky
Gonna touch the sun (Touch the sun)
Show everyone (Show everyone)
That's it's all or nothing
All or nothing
This is my life
I'm not gonna live it twice
There's no in between (There's no in between)
Take it to extreme (To extreme).
'Cause it's all or nothing
All or nothing
Or nothing at all

[Blaine]
I can't give up
Can't just let it burn
And watch the fire
Has starts to turn to dust.

[Marley]

Yeah, yeah,

[Marley and Blaine]
And now please don't judge me.
Take my hand and say
you'll always wish be well and send me luck
'Cause that would be enough, yeah.

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm gonna fly,
gonna crash right through the sky
Gonna touch the sun (Touch the sun)
Show everyone (Show everyone)
That's it's all or nothing
All or nothing
This is my life
I'm not gonna live it twice
There's no in between (No in between)
Take it to extreme (To extreme).
'Cause it's all or nothing
All or nothing
Or nothing at all

[Marley and Blaine]
Nothing can stop us now
There was never a shadow of doubt

[Chorus]
That I'm (gonna fly, gonna flash right through the sky)
Gonna touch the sun (Touch the sun).
Show everyone (Show everyone).
That it's all or nothing
All or nothing
'Cause this is my life
I'm not gonna live it twice
There's no in between (No in between)
Take it to extreme (To extreme).
'Cause it's all or nothing,
All or nothing at all. (oh-oh-oh-oh)
(Yeah- yeah) (oh-oh-oh-oh)
'Cause it's all or nothing at all (Nothing at all)
All or nothing

All or nothing at all
All or nothing

 

#366 Day Zero

officially starting school only tomorrow (just out to make everyone in hall jealous hehe)

my modules are still pretty screwed right now, cos i only have 13 AUs (2 cores, 2 electives) sigh. not too sure if it will be like this or will i get something else? i'm a little lazy to do anything about it already just want to slack my last day of holiday away~

i had a pretty good last week of holiday, went for facial (but my face and skin color is still chao ta due to camp), and had A LOT of good food which you would have seen if you follow me on Instagram ^^ hehe. explored PasarBella and Creamier with Mab, had Sushi Tei with Ding the next day and went to The Coastal Settlement the day after. photos are all in my phone so i MIGHT upload in my next post hehe.

had an outing to Nook House of Pancakes with my freshies too, on National Day! turnout was much better than i expected man, honestly. initially i was quite worried that the freshies wouldn't come so it would end up being more like a seniors outing! but quite a lot of them came down yay :) twas a good night.

Saturday night was a trip back to hall, with dinner at Poulet with Cheryl Louis and Derrick! then we played this new game called Resistance (bought by Kenn) until.. 7+ in the morning? slept till 12 and had brunch at Jurong West hawker centre! the chicken porridge and yu sheng was damn filling and goooooood. sigh soon there won't be Bon and Derek around anymore so sad :(

soooo. that was my last week of holidays! school starts tomorrow lezzgo!

#365

have been pretty busy with Hall X FOC for the past week, as well as with outings and such ever since i stopped work.. well things have changed a lot but i guess change is really the only constant. i cannot expect that things will revet back to what it used to be, and now is the transition period whereby things can go either way.

for those of you who have no idea what i'm going on about, you can ask me personally.

some days i feel like shit, but some days i manage to forget about these things. i know that someday, it will all get better.

#364 12 July 2013/thoughts

ultimate TGIF today! it was my last day of work at Nanyang Learning/(a little bit of) Motor Insurance/(a little bit of) POW Productions! all in all, i've learnt quite a fair bit about what real work is like, and i can say that it's approximately 10% of what we have been learning from our books. some of the people whom i've interacted with feel that books aren't that important; and one particular person feels that what you study may be entirely thrown out once you step into the workforce! he came out to work, as an NTU graduate, just like how i would be in 2 years time. but he's an financial advisor now, which is a 180 degrees change from what he studied (computer science if i'm not mistaken).

i know that many people have said this before, that what you studied may not be what you are doing in the future. however, now i really see it for myself! maybe it's cos i don't really have friends who are much older than me, so i can't see how futures pan out after graduation. but after working in the same office as my boss/other people (they aren't my colleagues, technically. so i have no idea how to address them), i realize that the working world is so different from my current studying life. studying is way more comfortable and chill compared to working.. and all of a sudden i feel a tinge of sadness.

I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP :(

i'm not saying that i want to be stuck being a kid forever. of course i want to mature, to grow in spirit and in good time with my friends and family. but i really dread starting out in the workforce and getting the feeling of loneliness and loss as i need to maneuver on my own. i really fear that.. i do.

so, i have to learn how to be strong and to be able to face any challenge thrown at me! that would be a start to prepare myself for the long and winding road ahead of me called life.

oh and for now i have to utilize my holidays to the fullest, to show how much i treasure the people around me; the ones who matter the very most :) and to do this, i am going to show little acts of love to them! hehe. today i felt so blessed on my last day at work, as my colleague was too sweet! she came down all the way from Jurong especially to see me on my last day, and to buy me lao ban! she's really too sweet to be true already :')

i've started on it! met mab for dinner today hehe. i'm gonna miss her not being just a stone's throw away in hall (adjacent blocks) SIGH :< as the saying goes, you never appreciate it until it's gone. truly applicable :(

just a little reminder to everyone out there: treasure your loved ones and treat them with respect, care, trust and lots of lurveeee. give them more of your time :) i'm trying hard everyday to accomplish this to the best that i can and i hope that you are doing that too! ;)

hopefully my thoughts that are translated into words reach out to people who are still reading my blog! thank you so much guyssssss! (air kisses)