#208 hmm?

i wonder if whatever i think in my head is true. really wna confirm all these nonsensical thoughts, somehow.

but i really hope tht whatever i think is not th truth.

fkin headache. i just want end of As to come quick. too much is clouding my head and its making me feel so terrible i swear. and i've got no one to tell all these to :/

#207 holiday, not.

5 days break: study/catch up as much as possible.

but it ain't happening! :(

went to explore MBS for the first time ytd w th birthday boyboy :) came out a tad late so we didn't have the whole day to ourselves.. but we were immersed in our own world for the afternoon and night and tht felt good. haven't really had time to ourselves cos of freaking school, so ytd was really good. can't wait for a getaway; either for a cruise or a stay at MBS it looks so luxurious!

had 2 surprises for the birthday boy, bbq last sat and baked brownies for his birthday! :D ahaha. glad tht he's happy.

wasted the whole of tdy slacking at home w th TV and tried to do econs but didn't even finish anything. i swear i am the most unproductive person ever wts am so screwed for life.

i need to sort out my life, prioritise everyth and leave the unnecessary behind me. cos this is the final lap i have to run and i should give my best, right?

okay on a side note, why are there so many people who have become so pretty?? unfair maximum i tell ya!

#206 back off

srsly i really don't like you okay just BACK OFF.

i know i can't make you completely disappear and tht just makes me damn sian grr but i hope you at least have some common sense in you. i'm just wasting a post on you but i hope you do see this and know that i'm talking about you.

i know it takes 2 hands to clap but i'm only blaming you so too bad. who ask you to initiate, and try to continue. you are not needed in any part of my life.

#205 so ahead of time

yeah, i'm ahead of time. cos my brain's formulated all the things that i'm gna do fr wed morn aft econs paper till sunday night:)

plans w nutellas, to hit town for buffet and shopping, dinz w th dumb ppl, swim and watch movies tht i've been missing out on. I CAN'T WAIT.

on a heavy note, my mids are absolutely screwed i rly don't wna fail everyth:(

i'm supp to be looking for bio p3 answers to copy for th planning notes, but i'm really lazy. ended up watching No Strings Attached while having dinner and then surfing th net for nonsense and checking out hp7 timings! i'm so gna book by tnight:) wna watch on the first day so no one will give me spoilers but its so annoying tht we end at 5 on thurs.

shall start studying soon, i hope? thr's Good Luck Charlie later, yay:) can't believe thr's absolutely nth to watch on tv right now i shall go hunt for my bio answers/watch another movie. hmm i wonder what i'll end up doing.

okay anw it sucks tht mj MYEs are stretching for so damn long cos everyone's playing like mad alr NO FAIR! kbye.